4 WEEKS LATER
🌼Amari's P. O. V.🌼
I went out of my room heading to the clinic to meet with Doctor Jamie. I always have morning sickness. As I walk downstairs, I saw no one in the pack house. It's empty and silent. Where could everyone be? I took a hold of the railings of the stairs as I feel like dropping. Someone held me by my waist and a spark went through my skin. I don't really understand why his touch has an effect like this. Is it because we mated? Or should I say, he mated himself to me? I know it's Alpha Andres.
"Where are you going?" He asked. "Shouldn't you be resting in your room?"
I rolled my eyes secretly. "Don't roll your eyes, love."
How did he know? Is he a psychic? Seriously, love? Doesn't this person ever feel tired of coming around...why can't he just leave me alone! I turn to him only to see him staring at me already. He even looked amused.
"What?" I knitted my eyebrows at him. He just shook his head with a small smile?
I realized he is still holding me by my waist. I jerked his hands away causing me to lose my balance. I screamed as I thought of possible things that could happen to my baby when I started to fall but was caught by a gentle and firm grip on my back. My right hand is on his chest, while my left hand is clinging to his neck afraid for my dear life. I look up at him with wide eyes, while his, held...fear?
"Don't ever do that again!" he scolded. "I'm not allowing you downstairs alone again...you and our baby could be in great danger! I'm not allowing you to have your room again... you're going to share the room with me!"
My eyes widen at his lecture. Sharing room with him? Not gonna happen!
"There's no way I'm going to be sleeping in the same bed with you!" I straighten up and walked the rest of the stairs, and sat on the couch. I can't stay standing anymore because of pregnancy. I sometimes get tired easily.
"Will you...for a while just...listen to me?" he pleaded with a voice I cannot decipher. Listen for a while? Is he serious!
I stood up and immediately regretted it as I felt dizzy and I stumbled back to the couch.
"Are you okay, princess?" his voice is full of warmth that I almost forgot who he actually is. Is that his way of getting on my pants again, by pretending to be nice?
I ignored his question and attempted to walk off, but he pulled me back resulting in us losing balance and I fell on top of him. I tried to push myself up, but he locked his arms around my back to secure me.
"What are you doing?" I asked, annoyed. He just tightens his grip on me and shrugs which irritates me. I elbowed him by his rib causing him to shriek. I sat as far away from him holding back my giggle. Hah! He clutches his ribs to soothe his pain.
"You're gonna regret that!" he warned, while I gulp. That's what he told me the other days and also what Denzel told me. Is he really mad? I'm beginning to feel scared again. I started to sniffle and sob. What's going on with me? I'm getting emotional lately...he jerked his head and looked up.
"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked, worried is evident in his voice and he cursed under his breath. He rake his fingers on his hair, frustrated. "What did I say that made you upset?"
I shook my head and whispered, "Nothing, just stay away from me. I don't know what you want from me," I began to confess and whimper. "You got what you wanted. What else do you want? You never allow me to leave, I feel like a prisoner here. Do you see me as someone you can use as a bed warmer? Well, I'm not like that!"
I wiped my uncontrollable tears and saw him clenching and unclenching his fist and jaws.
"I always dreamed my first time to be with my mate when we got married"-I bite my lip-"but what happened was the very opposite. You took my innocence in the worst possible way! I was only helping you in your bed, it turned out to be the nightmare of my life...you almost killed me! You are the worst person I've ever met...and four days ago, you tried to do it again, knowing I'm already pregnant! What do you really want from me? Is it something that Kelly told you? You believed her when the truth is I never done anything like that before? You even took my first kiss! You are a selfish man! You only think of yourself, RaPiSt!" I bellowed and sat down on the couch while crying.
I don't know when I fell asleep. The last I knew, I was out like a light.
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