Continued from the last part....
Mom: Your Aunt got upset that what we all eat in breakfast, she couldn't eat it because it had some food item she was allergic to.
Siya: Ohh can you please explain in detail, I mean what exactly happened because the living room is looking like as if a storm has came. (Plus I would be attending a class which would be going to happen in near future, handling by both Anut and Granny in their room)
Mom: Yeah sure, so basically I cooked bread pizza for the breakfast but I put cabbage in it and she is allergic to it. I finished the whole batter within me, your father and brother because I knew it your Aunt has allergy issues plus your granny don't want to eat it. When your Aunt come to eat brunch, seeing nothing left from the breakfast, she questioned me about that and then I told her the nothing left. Listening to this she started saying,
"What is this how can you be so selfish, you just cooked for your family (mom dad and bro) but what about me and granny. This alienation, you never considered me as your own and always behave like this, I behave so good in this house and do your side of work whenever you go somewhere out but look at you doing such activities. I am your elder, you should give me some respect and love but you are so selfish"
By saying all this she started crying badly, though I tried to explain her my reason but she doesn't listen to me or let me complete my sentence and in the end she start throwing things here and there in the living room and that how your cookies got wasted.
Siya: (Disappointed, sad, rolled my eyes and trying to be positive) ohh no worries, let me go and check what if any cookie is still in better position to eat and yeah don't you worry we all know this not new for Aunt because she is just like this, a cry baby and a stupid women.
Mom: (Scolding) Hey don't speak like this about her or anyone who is elder to you and learn to respect and love your elder.
Without saying anything in reply to it, I just move in the direction of the living room where my favorite poor cookies lying on the floor because when it comes to my food especially my favorite one then I don't give a damn what other doing or thinking. Once I reached near my cookies, I took out hanky from my pocket, then I bent down and start picking up them, then keeping it them in my hanky. After collecting all of them I get up from there and turn to move towards my room but not before noticing that Aunt has stopped wailing, though she is still sobbing while looking at my hand which is holding a hanky which full of cookies.
However, I ignored her because I know this her nature to be a cry baby always and I start walking towards my room. As usual I start having my own conversation with my mind.
Siya: (Frustrated and having conversation with my self) That's so stupid I mean what kind of person my Aunt is, she wants respect and love just because she is elder, like seriously!! I think either she has never heard about it or she has never read about it, that respect and love are some of those things which one must earn it because one can never have it on demand or out of sympathy. And see this on such a little thing she destroyed my cookies too, huh.. she is so immature and I don't like her.
(Saying this I reach in my room and start getting fresh, after keeping my hanky at my study table, though my conversation with myself continued) But mom said that I should respect and love her but how can I because, I have always learned from my books as well as from my grandpa that it should be earned. So, here is my conclusion, I am not going to respect or trust or love Aunt or anyone else until they earn it but I would be considering them as human being before speaking or doing anything in front of them.
Once I got fresh then I come out, sit on the chair near the study table and start observing the cookies in the hope, that may be I could have some good one left to eat, though unfortunately, all of them wasted so, having no other option I again cover them in hanky and then I decided I will go for a walk before the dinner, then give them to squirrels. After this I again go to my washroom to wash my hands, then I come out to check how many hours left to go for dinner and I come to know I have exactly two hours left so, I decided to study for one hour first then I would go for a walk and lastly I would eat my dinner.
As per the plan I start studying but whenever I tried to concentrate then my mind would think of all of the incidents that happened today, because of this only I am unable to focus on studies. At last I got exhausted so I keep my book aside and pick a book named as Othello by William Shakespeare, the moment I start reading I got totally engrossed in it. To be honest there are only few reasons that I can point out for it, firstly book is not that thick, secondly the written English in it is quite different plus a bit tough I guess because for some word meaning I am using google and lastly its story in beginning only seems to be quite interesting.
However, my reading got disturbed when my mother call me for the dinner, then only I realized that I got to much occupied in the book that I skip the walk. I took a deep breath, get up from the chair then start doing some stretching to relax my sour muscles because of sitting in a same position for two hours. In around five or eight minutes I leave the room, start walking in the direction of the dining room and after reaching there I found no one is there except me so, I guess I am only left to eat which is unusual because I am not that much late plus father usually eat this time.
However, ignoring all this I move inside the kitchen, where I found my mother cleaning the kitchen and seeing her busy I start setting food in my plate but seeing the quantity of the food I am sure neither father or nor brother has eaten the food yet. Here, as if mom knows what I am thinking so, she answer my unspoken question,
Mom: Your father is still not at home, he would be coming home after fifteen minutes and as usual brother would be coming home after ten in the night so, technically only you left for the food because I have also eaten it already.
Siya: Ohh okay (It feels so lonely to eat food alone but cant' do anything)
After a minute or so I completed serving food in my plate, start moving towards the table but before I could sit on the seat and start devouring the food my mother called me,
Mom: Siya wait, come here!
Siya: (Standing at the door of the kitchen) Yeah
Mom: (With knowing smile and eyes look in her eyes) Tomorrow, in the morning do take cookies with you while you leave for your school and before getting in the cab, do feed them to squirrels. Okay?
Siya: (Raising my one eyebrow in question) How do you know?
Mom: (Knowing smile) Because I didn't saw you leaving the house for once. Now go and complete your dinner.
I just nod my head in reply, then start eating my dinner and once I completed I move my inside the kitchen with my plate and start cleaning it because mother has already left for her room. After cleaning my plate, I picked a water bottle then leave for my room and there, again I got busy in trying to study, to my surprise I am able to study for an hour before those distracting thoughts can enter in my mind. Around eleven in the night I close my book, then go to washroom to brush my teeth and as well as to wear my night dress.
Once I got ready for the bed, I dim the bright light by switching on calming red color light, honestly, these light were initially in white color but I colored it and red color is my love. However, I pick my phone from the bed side with a thought of talking to Jazz because, I am missing her and to my surprise that time only her text come,
Message Conversation (....)
Jazz: Hey babes!
Siya: (Rolling my eyes and with a smirk) Hey Sexy!!!
Jazz: Huhhh, you won't change right, always teasing me with such names.
Siya: (Grinning like idiot) Look who is saying this, are you going to change yourself calling me with such names?
Jazz: Haha just like, you like to tease me, I like it same too. Leave this tell me how are you and what are you doing?
Siya: Yeah. I am good (big fat lie but still I don't want her to get worried) and I was just about thinking about to text you only.
Jazz: Wow, see our bond my friend, you think anything and I do it in action. Sometimes I really think what if we were sisters from the previous birth.
Siya: (Smiling brightly) Same here, just imagine it to be true, then probably we may have created a havoc in our those life.
Jazz: Haha Lol imagining it give me a feeling of full of mischievous we were filled up, playing here and there and irritating lot of peoples. It seems so peaceful and beautiful. Thank You for making me smile.
Siya: (Smiling) Thanks to you too for making me smile. By the way how are you and things going on?
Jazz: Everything is fine, I am good too. And here is one of the biggest news which I want to give it to you and that is, I have a boyfriend.
Siya: (I got a bit worried because both of my close friends that is, Ani and Vicz had bad experiences in boyfriend topic and I don't want Jazz to get hurt too. But to me her happiness matters.) Ohh are you okay and happy with it?
Jazz: Yeah everything is okay and I am happy too. Thank you for not getting angry because I thought you would say in this age having boyfriend is not good.
Siya: Though your point is right but more important thing for me, is you comfort and happiness. If you are okay with it then I am completely okay with it too.
Jazz: Thanks my girl you made my day, your friendship and support is very precious for me.
Siya: (Genuinely smiling) Anytime sexy!!
Jazz: You!!!!
Siya: (Chuckling lightly) Yeah me, who you like the most.
Jazz: Shut up and go to sleep, you have to attend school tomorrow.
Siya: (Smiling) Good night bye.
Jazz: Good night bye.
Message Conversation Ended (....)
I kept my phone on the side table and lay on my bed, whole the time I keep smiling. A thought come to mind which is, may be I really have connection with Jazz because whether its intentionally or unintentionally she always make me smile and I feel it like a true blessing. Soon I got exhausted fall asleep but with smile only.