to my little girl
I came home after a long day Helen had made a mess of a school change and we came to an agreement. I could only convince her with promises I had to keep.
Today we will also sleep in our room. Fortunately for me she fell asleep early so that I could read the book before I read it to her.
I want to feel you're on my own and then share your little one. I've always wished our daughter
Your perfume fills the folds of the book. I always liked your handwriting. Let me get to know you now, because I did not know Mother Eve. Rather, let me feel you through your writings and imagine you through your thoughts. I can't wait to read what you wrote about me.
This will be with you even if I am not with you.
My little girl, the day I learned that I was carrying a girl in my stomach and inside me a little soul formed. We did not sleep that day from our happiness, on that day a lot of ideas came to my mind. The first of them was how to protect you, what I will eat to give you what you need. How much happiness I deserve. And how will you grow inside me month after month.
That day I hugged you and slept.
You were never difficult. Your birth was so easy. My brunette girl with colored eyes, black silky hair,
The beginning is always written by the endings. The last thing that happened was written first. What will come later is your future.
My little girl, I am writing these words to you, and I am afraid for you of their impact and how to believe them. I hope that someone will read this book to you or that you will not have to read it at all. I will always be with you.
This world is beautiful and having you is the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me.
I love you so much and so much with everything I have.
Don't trust anyone, my little girl, everyone will betray when the opportunity arises. Someone who deserves to be told what's inside of us, even if it hurts.
Never neglect your studies. I trust your abilities and the level of your intelligence. I know that you will take it from me. It is your weapon that will not rust my angel. Do not let your day go without taking advantage of it. Books are a beautiful world and many minds. So much childhood will never come back We will play together and run together We will swim together I love playing so much Your presence will take me back to my childhood This time with an angel out of my stomach We will draw together Don't watch TV so boring.
Take advantage of your happiness to the fullest extent and laugh a lot. And when you feel crying, cry, no matter how much you will cry. I even fear for your beautiful eyes. I don't want my sky to get cloudy or rain. I want to see that blue always. Cry so you don't cry again for the same situation. Until that painful feeling disappears. .
Bad days may pass, but they will pass. If you don't like the place, never hesitate to leave. Don't let anyone break you. You are always my girl and the most precious gift. You are a piece of me that walks away from me.
Always pray the only way that ends with salvation and a happy ending, and whose door that does not close is God. He is the only one that you can see your brokenness, weakness, and tears, and you sing about it. He remains when there is no one left, for everyone will leave one day.
Keep yourself, maybe someone will come and enter your life. You will love him against your will and you will break these rules. Make sure he deserves you. Perhaps your heart may err, but your mind will not. Always move away so that the scene becomes clear to you and you rearrange your diaspora. I do not know why I am writing this to a girl who has not yet been born and I am talking about twenty years to come. Perhaps this is the feeling of motherhood and responsibility. A girl in this world, I hope that I have made a good choice and that you like my taste. I am sure that he will love you very much and perhaps we will quarrel over who loves you more.
Come on, what is this excessive feeling. As if you felt that you would not be with her. What are these recommendations. Three in the morning, me and your perfume and your little girl and your absence. How much I hate this. I wonder what you wrote about me or about us. How can I get you back? Come on, tell me, is it possible that you, too, wrote me recommendations or drew me a map that I got lost? You told her that I am her wings and that I am the truest heart.
You excluded me without telling you, as usual, your actions express you. you told her to get used to, but I can't get used in any way to your absence. Come on, come from where nostalgia and longing come from. It's like Zamzam water keeps flowing strongly .you advised your daughter to be humble and not to give it all. But you were present with all of you and impulsive to the extreme. I will not read this book to her, I will live with her and I will provide her with safety.
The night ended and Daniel slept. Eve died, but she was always present with her recommendations and love. She did not accept her benevolence to die without revealing her. The pen came and the voice disappeared.