dear writings.
The only way to love yourself more is to read your lover's writing about you.
Her handwritten first sentence was my prayers were fulfilled.
She told a lot about the things that made her cry.
And in the second chapter about pregnancy. I won't miss any part. Maybe there's something between the lines I should know.
He smokes one cigarette after another with a cup of coffee. And he reads recalling the days that some have forgotten.
The day she found out she was pregnant, she said:
I didn't tell Daniel before I was sure I had brought several pregnancy detectors. I was sure I was pregnant after years of waiting. I was waiting impatiently how to tell him, but as usual he spoiled all my preparations and plans. He threw the pillow so hard. What is this? And he was carrying every test. The red lines indicating the presence of pregnancy had appeared. He looked at me and said what does this mean? I answered we will be three. For the first time I saw tears in his eyes. He hugged me screaming I will have another girlfriend. I looked at him in my eyes What? I am the one who will have another lover. He replied, I will kill you then. And what am I going to do with you?
He kissed me so much that he almost choked me, telling me you would only kiss me. I pushed him away I won't wait for your sweetheart to do.
He hugged me. How beautiful it is to have two lovers. He laughed a lot. That day we laughed a lot. It was a rainy day and it was very cold.
Eve I don't want you to disappear from today you will always stay with me. And I told him I deserve your wings to cover me only.
This was what you wrote, you write a traitor, all this feeling in this detail. Everything that was written in the lines seemed real.
She was taking too long to write
She used to talk about everyone in a normal way, but she always referred to Henry's relationship with his wife Anna, and she said that there was something between them that was incomprehensible, perhaps Henry did not love his wife or there was something they were hiding. Very. The situation was not worth it. How could a man who would become a father be so brutal?
She told of the day she was born. She said that Edith had seven gifts given to her by the fairies who attended. Intelligence, the sixth sense. White heart, literate at a very young age. Good luck. A long life. One of them wished for her someone who would always stand with her, no matter what her circumstances were.
I remember that day well. I remembered that day that I had to go and she was very sick after giving birth. She was the one who insisted on me going that day and saving that child. She said that day if our daughter was in the same situation.
Then she wrote that she was with her little girl on her lap for the first time.
She indicated that she was very tired.
Then she did not write because of her illness, then she said this time as if she sent a message to me. Everything i did for us and for you in particular.
She was very saddened by Anna's death.
In all these memories there was nothing about Henry or any suggestion that she had any feelings for him.
She is not very good at hiding things, especially feelings.
But there are three papers that were cut out of the book. was she the one who cut them?
Damn she burns the papers when she cuts them. Was she the one who did or someone else?