Chapter 19 - 19

In the pack house

Ryan was there in his room, standing and watching him with so much hatred. He felt such pain that he wanted to rip out both their hearts. He doesn't care anymore. He just feels like crying.

"Why are we destined to be together? Why did you mark me?" he ask out loudly to the numb body in front of him. He sighs and takes a chair next to him, sits down, and starts brushing his mate's hair

"One minute I hate you, next I love you. I don't know how to act. I hate you; I do. You are the worst thing that has ever happened to me, I regret meeting you, I regret fucking you and I regret rescuing you from Mikey. You and your child will never be happy. I am just waiting for you to wake up so that I show you what I have in plan for you. Torture, pain, tears, that is what you are going to get from me", he says

Nick could hear everything that his mate was saying, and a lone tear escapes his eye. His heart stings at the rejection of his mate. What did he do to deserve to be hated? He should be the one hating this vampire because his species are the ones that killed his parents and the Luna.

Ryan stare in shock at the wolf, he thought he couldn't hear what he was saying, and he just said hateful stuff and now his mate is crying.

"I am sorry beautiful. I know that you should be the one hating me, but I don't know what happened or how it happened. I am extremely sorry, I love you, but I also hate your guts, I want to look after you but also make you cry. I feel calm when I am with you, but the hatred is there. Nick when I first saw you, I thought you were the most beautiful wolf I have ever laid my eyes on, you looked so peaceful and beautiful when you were laying naked on my bed. I knew I was rough with you, so I woke up and got you painkillers then left. I didn't even leave a note for you. I am sorry. Nick, I shouldn't have slept with you, I am a married man, and my wife is a wonderful woman who didn't deserve to be cheated on"

Nick moves his finger

"Nick look at you. You are strong, beautiful and a Beta, you need someone within a wolf lineage, not a vampire, worse a King. What if I was the one who sent those vampires to martyr your parents and I don't regret it. This bond is useless, and I don't think it will ever work. And, if I learn to love you like I am supposed to then I promise we won't have another baby. Look at how it made you so thin. You look terrible and not beautiful like the last time I saw you. Nick, please wake up soon so that I can reject you properly"

The Prince sighs and turns to leave but Nick grabs his hand, he feels the sparks again and he gasps and turn to look at his mate.

"Please don't go", says a croaky voice, Ryan is shocked, and he has tears welling up in his eyes

"Nick, you need my blood. Come on drink up", he fakes a smile and bites his hand, he gives Nick his hand. Nick is hesitant, he looks at him

"Please drink up Nick, you need it", he nods and starts sucking.

This tingles Ryan, he feels much more sparks, and he can't control them. This sight is getting him worked up, he is aroused, and he thinks it is wrong. He bites his lower lip to stop the moan that wants to escape his mouth.

Nick carries on drinking the blood and he stops after a minute and burps. He wipes his mouth and sits comfortably on the bed.

Ryan stares at his mate with mixed emotions, he wants to hug the guy and shower him with kisses, but he can't, he just can't.

"Ryan don't reject me, no matter what. Please", Ryan's heart stings at those words coming from his mate. He looks at the pup with pity, Nick was looking at him with desperate eyes

"Nick that is desperate"

"I promise I won't be much trouble to you. I am a good person; I know I don't have a good reputation but trust me I can change"

"Nick, you deserve someone who will love you. I can't love you, all I will bring you is pain, and I don't even love you"

"Ryan please, you owe me this much. My life has been in danger ever since I mated with you and now you want to go away from me and our baby. I don't care that you are married, fuck it I don't even care that you love that bitch. You are mine and you will be mine", Nick shouted with tears streaming down his face, he just started loving the guy, but this guy doesn't want to be with him

His heart is breaking

"I am a bad person, Nick. We killed your parents and your Luna", his eyes flicker with pain

"They did it and not you. Ryan, I love you, me being in danger made me think about a lot of things and I have grown to love you. Please don't reject me"

"Nick you will get a second chance mate, I promise you. Your Moon Goddess made a mistake with us."

"No, she didn't. Stop talking ill about us"

"Nick, I love my wife"

"That bitch deserves to die", Ryan leans in and out his finger on the younger's lips shocking the younger

"Don't taint your mouth with bad words", Nick can feel shivers all over his body. He is suddenly aroused, very aroused.

Damn pregnancy and the hormones.

Ryan chuckles and blushes.

"You are aroused", he clears his throat, and the younger smiles

"It is the pregnancy, I am not aroused", Nick confesses awkwardly, there is silence between them until Nick speaks

"Ryan kiss me", he whispers so silently, Ryan cock his brow up and looks at Nick with desire and lust.

"Nick"

"Kiss me Ry…" next Ryan claims his lips and sucks on his lower lip, the kiss is gentle and slow. Ryan becomes turned on and Nick snakes his arms around his neck pulling his hair in pleasure.

The scene is nice, but Ryan has been bewitched and his emotions are messed up. He tears away from the younger and licks his lips.

"Nick I will make your life miserable"

"I don't care, I can change you"

"I feel like ripping out your heart"

"I trust you won't kill me"

"I hate your guts"

"I am going to kill your wife"

"Don't. Nick, I am not a good person for you"

"I will decide that for myself"

"You are stubborn"

"I am your mate"

Their breaths are fanning their faces.

"I Ryan Parker reject you Nick Ricklendson as my mate", Nick looks shocked at his mate, he ignored the pain in his tummy, he ignored the pain in his heart

"I don't accept your rejection, Ryan Parker. Please go call Martin I think our baby wants to come out."

Ryan looks stunned until Nick starts screaming in pain

"I'll be back", with that he rushes out of the room, and by luck, he meets him a few doors away from Nick's room

"Martin he is saying the pup wants to get out", the doctor look at him confused

"Nick, he is awake, and he said the baby wants to come out. Just come with me doctor", Ryan drags the doctor with him, and they find Nick crying in pain.

"Thank God you woke up. Ryan goes call your father", Ryan froze at the man's words. So he also knows about this?

"Whose father? Whose father?" He asks with wide eyes, touches his nose, and looks scared

"Your father, James", the old man smiles reassuring him that he knows the truth

Ryan walks out with a disturbed mind and look, he runs out of the pack, not calling the Alpha or his son, he runs fast into his kingdom, enters his father's office

"Son, you look worked up. Where are you coming from?"

"He said the baby wants to come out, he, the baby, the baby", Ryan kept on mumbling to his father

Jason stands up and walks toward his son, looks at him straight in the eyes and he saw everything that happened.

"Nick woke up. That is great news, but why are you here? You should be with your mate", Ryan was not paining attention to his father, so his father just snapped his neck, and he went numb. Jason walks to the garden and finds his wife there.

"Hannah looks like we are about to look after our son's mate and child"

Nemy:

"Come inside", says a voice inside, I take a breath in, turn the doorknob and enter the office. There he is looking glory in his jeans and shirt; he looks up and stands up with a beautiful smile

He is an acquaint from the past that turned into a friend. He is a good person, and he deserves to be Rigid. Well the one before him did an abomination and was killed by the ancestors, and Nathan was chosen as Rigid because of his honest ways and what he has been doing for the Coven. He is powerful and he has a wonderful girlfriend, Maoni.

"Well isn't this a pleasant surprise? Nemy oh damn my ancestors! I am happy to see you. Please make yourself at home and sit down", he roughly messes my hair and hugs me, I embrace him and roughly mess his hair

"Nathan, I need a solid from you", I get straight to the point

"Well looks like you have changed and now you are like me, straight to the point. Don't worry we will chit chat later now straight to the point", he leans back and cross his arms

"I want you to come with me, back to my hometown. My friend needs your help so are you in or out?" I know I sound like I am not begging or like I care, but I do, I want to help her

"A girl, of course, I will help you. We can leave right now."

"But your girlfriend?"

"She knows I am a busy man so I will just text her about where I am heading to. Now let's go before I change my mind"

Well that was easy

"We are taking the car and you will tell me everything that I missed. Come on let's go to those fishes"

"Don't call us fishes. We are mermaids", I fight back

"Still the same thing", I missed this guy