I looked at all the sleeping woman still contemplating how will I wake all this girls? I groaned out I felt completely annoyed and I just felt completely and utterly useless. Scarlet is a heavy sleeper. Though I haven't read Kassandra's book in a while. Maybe I should read a bit once they all get out of my room. I hear a gentle creek and I looked to the door. Standing there peeking their head was Luke. He was glancing all around the floor and then looked at me and I just smiled gently. He is so adorable I just can't believe he is mine.
He points at me to follow him and so I secretly without making any sound I was able to sneak past the sleeping bunch. It is completely adorable. I was able to close the door and look at what he wanted to give me. He had Kassandra's book in hands. I felt completely confused and I looked at him. He just smiled gently at me and I just stared at his eyes. Gentle and warm. I am confused at him. Usually he wouldn't allow me to read this book. Nevertheless hold it. I don't see any smoke coming out of his hands.
"Here... Kassandra told me everything... Take a chance before the females awaken and cause problems" Luke tells me with a smile
"But what if I faint? Or stay inside the book?" I asked him a bit worriedly
"If she let me hold it without any pain or curse... It means you will be ok..." he tells me with a small smile
I sighed out gently and just held the book gently. I glanced up at Luke as I felt completely calm and so I just looked at the book once again. I don't even know how many chapters are left but I have a lot of reading. I opened the book and made sure I am in chapter three. I just looked at the number. I am already at page 7. This chapters aren't really long but damn it feels like I have been inside of them for all eternity.
I heard a sudden growl and I looked up and I saw Luke. I felt completely confused. What? Who is that? I looked to the side and saw also Luke. A duplicate. Who is that? The duplicate looks very much angry and he makes me face the book. I tried looking away but once my eyes landed on the words. I don't know why but my brain read the first word. 'I...'
~Book~
I bolted towards the therapy location as I am know late. I shouldn't have distraction myself with videos to pass the time. Know I am late and I am in no mood for the University's Principal start nagging at me. I groaned out as I just kept running like crazy. I couldn't even order an Uber as there was no driver near by. I am so annoyed and all I want is to get this therapy over with so I can get back to my room and listen to rain sounds. It's so soothing. I even use those natural sounds for when I am doing my assignments and projects.
University can be fun. When it wants to be. I am very anti social. Only social when I have a group project and that's it. I sighed out and just looked around confused as I had to look at my phone to find the other direction. I almost went the wrong way. I groaned out as I looked forward and noticed no cars. 'YES!' Before starting to run again I looked at both sides and saw no cars.
I hurriedly crossed the street and just kept running. Going pass people and so on. I was a minute away from the appointment and I felt very excited. I looked down as my phone vibrated. A warning message if I don't arrive in the next twenty minutes. But am just a minute away and twenty minutes is there no other patient today? I hate going to therapy.
I bumped into someone and we looked at each other. His hot. I almost tripped but I stabilized myself and kept running. Am almost there. That man looked familiar. Fuck I forgot to write down the dream. This therapist will give me a headache for it. Only one street to go. The building is right there. I stopped as cars were spending by. I bounced a little as I was impatient. I was heavy breathing in the end. I took in a deep breath. The light turned red. 'Yes!' I looked both side and saw nothing moving. All cars stopped. None coming this direction. So I bolted forward as I exhaled. I needed to make it quick. That University is annoying as hell. After a little I finally arrived and I stopped running. Gasping for air as I am completely panting.
I ran for so long. I know I can run but this distance. Damn. I feel like my heart is about to burst out of my chest. I opened the door to reveal the lobby. The woman typing away in her computer so I gently walked forward. The place is empty. That's a first.
"Alright I am here... Appointment for Scarlet Rose... 12:30..." I announced out of breath
"Go on ahead Miss Rose... Dr. Lin is expecting you..." The secretary tells me without looking up
I rolled my eyes and just walked towards the same old plain pearl white room. Pictures of the ocean and a dream realm galaxy mix. The room is calming. It has a fix tank with different colored fish. It had small shrimp and a tiger fish. It was a weird mix. If I remember it's a salt water tank. I opened the door to see Dr. Lin on her desk scribbling away. I didn't care. I noticed the small rock fountain in her desk. It had a slight blue light. Is she getting more patients. I know some jobs the more patients and customers they have the fancier and more expensive are the things around them.
I sighed out and just sat down in my usual spot as she just placed her pen down. I saw the view of the building next door and it was as plain and dirty as the last time I saw it. She looks at me with indifference in her eyes and I just felt completely out of place. But deep in my mind I can't get that man out of my head. He looks completely handsome. Then looks similar to what I have been dreaming lately. My scar has been aching as well and it was making it hard to even breath lately. All I want is to just relax and stay away from spilling out my emotions to this woman. She is always fascinated to how I am feeling and my past history. Even the weird dreams of my past.
I looked at her as her eyes look so curiously at me. I just hate that about her. I didn't want to be here more. But I hate my university and their stupid worriedness. If my mother found out about this
"Alright... Let's get started..." she says as she grabs her portfolio
"I am slowly starting to hate this moments between us Doc..." I tell her as I look at the roof
I rested my back against her couch and she just chuckles "Oh I know you will miss me... You only got two more visits with me... So come on... What's on your mind today?"
"The dream is back... My scar has been aching more and more... The dream feels more and more real... I just can't handle it... I feel like going to the hospital and getting my scar checked" I tell her as I close my eyes
"Interesting... Did something change in your dream?" she asked gently
I sighed out and just moved my eyes while having my eye lips closed basically as I say "This time... This time... In my dream... I was able to view more of it... But I still can't see how I or whoever is in my dream dies... I get carried by the person or myselfs known friend or whatever... I don't actually know completely"
"Interesting... I think your depression is placing you in some a repetitive dream... A cycle telling you someone will stab you but being that it is not showing you who will be stabbing you it may be meaning that you are hurting yourself and hurting your own self to protect someone" she explains a little bit
I opened my eyes and I sat straight to look at her a bit annoyed "Protect someone? I have nobody to protect!"
The Doc looks at me in shock and I just felt completely annoyed now.
~Back to Reality~
I felt my body being shaken and I just felt completely out of place and I just wanted to make sure I was really out of it. But once I opened my eyes I saw Luke's panic face. He looks completely worried. Even Aria was behind him. Crying almost. I felt completely panicked. Who was that? I looked around and saw nobody. Just Luke and Aria. I glanced to the slightly open door and nobody else is awake. Aria does have really sensitive hearing as well. My stomach started aching as well. Just like in the book. That is so completely weird.
Luke looks completely pissed of and I just felt completely honest.