If you don't overcome your weaknesses, soon or later they will eat you up. If you don't use your opportunity right away, in the future you will only have time for regret. It was one of the last things John realized in the last moment of his life.
As he was dying, the biggest regret John had was that he couldn't fulfil the last wish of his most beloved person, his mother. As every normal mother, she also wished for her child to survive and live happily. However, John gave up too early and even though he understood that, he wasn't able to face the harsh reality. Instead of fighting for a better future, he got involved in the dark world where he should have never been. He regretted that he didn't try his best, at last, to make his ill and dying mother's last days more colourful.
As John's body was getting weaker, he knew that the end was coming for him. It was getting cold, very cold... terrible experience. Also, to die in some unknown place, because of the blood loss was one thing, but being used and betrayed by others was more painful. However, he knew that he could only blame himself. John has gotten good instincts and because of that, he survived who knows how many times.
Nevertheless, for John it was clear that in this bad side of humankind anyone could have betrayed him and every time was trying to be mindful of his actions, he still ended up here... Huh, he regretted not using his time and abilities more wisely.
As he got involved in this dark side, John trusted only one person. After they have overcome countless situations, where they had many opportunities to stab in the back, they still didn't do it. So, at that point abandoning another one should have been impossible. However, he has been so naive and gravely mistaken. Others still had found their weakness and made them destroy each other.
However, John was also kind of happy because he was able to take care of the traitorous comrade and those behind him. His horrifying wounds are evidence of the past intense fight. May there be some reason for the betrayal, but he doesn't care. That bastard got what he deserved. He glanced at the corpse in a corner of the room.
"This is the end you bastard... huh, huh... like you, I also regret th... that... got involved in this never-ending circle... but haven't ever felt sorry for those who I have killed... Including you, sh*thead... so let's..." 'let's meet in hell' He didn't have the strength to finish his last words.
In the end, he slowly lost consciousness... Suddenly, when the cold corpse remained on the ground, the mindless soul left the body and disappeared with an unbelievable speed into the void.
Somewhere far away, in another world, half-conscious John could hear weird noises. Was it a woman's voice? Was she in pain?
Bit by bit it was getting clearer. John, who wasn't still fully awake and couldn't think properly, also heard the old woman's words but he couldn't understand anything. It seems like a foreign language.
As he was coming to his mind, John was astonished.
'What is happening? did I not die?'
he still felt weak. Was he in the hospital? Has someone saved him? He wanted to open his eyes, but it was so hard. Just how? He knew his condition. Only the miracle would save him.
At that time, he also felt a touch on his body and the weirdly happy voice of the old woman and some other people, they also should have been women. Then John finally was able to open his eyes and what he saw astonished him greatly.
There were four women, one old and the others young. their body build was a bit bigger than what he usually has seen in the past. But weirdly with one blink, what attracted him most to these young women was their massive melons. They were shockingly big. However, when watching them rather than feeling sexually aroused, he felt thirsty and hungry... what? What the F#CK? As a young man, he could be considered a bit perverted, but this was still really too much.
As John had looked at the lower part of his body, he saw small hands and legs. It seems he was a baby?! Suddenly, John had many ideas, but when he saw his manhood, couldn't help, but thought that he must be a newborn child or that his whole life would be ruined.
At this moment, when John was in his thoughts, the happy voices of women suddenly stopped. John saw that now all of them were watching him, a bit worried. One woman who was in a kind of awkward position asked granny something, who was holding him in her hands. She must be his mother?
John wanted to have a good look at her, but out of nowhere, Granny hit John's ass and balls quite hard.
'What a...? You frog-like motherF...' as John was trying to curse the old woman as loud as he could, others only heard his cry. After that happy looks on women's faces came back, but John was just cursing everyone and everything he could. He was cursing the granny who had hit him, women who were happy because of his cry (of course, except his mother ?). He even cursed the one who made him reincarnate without properly doing his or her job, as he was a newborn child with 20 more years old guy's mindset and memories and wouldn't be able to ever forget this embarrassing moment.