"When are you going to pay off your debt Serin? If my sister didn't know you, I'd boot you out straight away."
The landlady inquired, and it is true that I know her sister, since she is my friend, and I am grateful for her in many ways; but, me and her sister do not get along.
I also wouldn't want to get along with her, duh! Even an outcast can be picky when choosing friends.
"I will, sorry if I can't pay off my debt and rent, I just need few more days" I need to please her for a while, If I don't, I'll surely sleep on the streets.
I'm quite aware that many people dislike me because I'm not like them. Who will want to be my friend? I'm out of work, in debt, and have no family, plus they're successful enough to build their own desires.
"Just a few days. If you can't pay in five days, that's it. If you can't pay in five days, you know what will happen." She says and leaves in front of my door.
Hah! What will I do now? I need to find a serious job. I wrote novels, some of them are already published and company paid me for that but still not enough to pay off the mountain of debts left by my parents…
I opened my laptop to type the prompt that was on my mind into Microsoft Word. I'm no longer able to finish my novels. I can make prompts for the books, but I'm not sure what's going on and can't continue them. It doesn't appear to be a simple writer's block.
I'm unable to complete a chapter draft of the manuscript I'm now working on, terrible! This existence is driving me insane! Should I just work as an escort? A schoolmate of mine recommend it to me.
I can't always rely on my manuscripts and publishing houses. I have no clue when my work will become mainstream again. Being an escort doesn't seem that horrible, and the pay is fairly good. You can earn 5OK per night, excluding to your monthly salary.
But if I still have the option, I will not. If I can find another job within three days, I won't have to accept the suggested position. As if a miracle like that were possible.
I'm only wearing my dolphin shorts and an enormous top since I need to eat first before looking for a respectable job...
I don't care if someone notices that I'm wearing dolphin shorts. Why? Can only females be allowed to wear them?
It won't be too difficult because the convenience store isn't too far away. I don't care if anyone sees me wearing dolphin shorts.
Why? Can only girls have the right to wear them? The convenience store isn't that far away, so it won't be a hassle.
I proceeded to pay for the food at the counter. My meal was packaged as soon as the cashier placed it on the paper bag.
I took it and walked away. I need to get home as soon as possible! I absolutely must pee! I had forgotten to pee for quite some time.
Too many thoughts racing through my mind
"Hey! Excuse me!" I heard someone shouts but I did not pay any attention, my wiener's going to explode.
I jumped out of shock when someone places, they hand on my shoulders.
Who the fuck dares?
My brows narrowed unconsciously when I turned back to look at the person who touched me.
"Why?!" I was irritated. My face muscles were suddenly calm when I saw that it was the man at the cashier earlier.
Calm down, Serin. There's no reason for being mad…
"Oh, sorry for touching you so suddenly. You forgot your change at the counter."
He handed me the money, appearing to be careful not to rub our hands against each other's.
Did I scare him? He flees right away after he gave me my change.
I immediately went home, there's no time to feel guilty when you need to pee.
Huh? An E-mail? As soon after I pee, I was facing again the monitor to find a job online, but I unexpectedly saw on the notification that there was an e-mail from the publishing house I don't have yet a hit novel since the last one and it was like what? A year ago? as far as I can remember.
Greetings, Mr. Serin Tier,
Our organization is eager to collaborate with you. We've read a number of your works, and they're fascinating and easy to grasp. We look forward to working with you in the next days and years! Please respond to this email if you are interested in collaborating with us. @HttpsEpistlepublishinghouse. Thank you, Epistle PH's Saeko Mad.
What in the mountain of debt is this? Do fairies hear my pleas and perform some miracle? I just said earlier that as if there's a miracle, oh my freaking debt! My fairies prove me wrong! yeah shame on me!
Is did not hesitate to reply to their e-mail right away, not going to let slip the chance. I responded to them, expressing my interest in working with them, and they responded immediately. The conversation went well, and I didn't need to come to their office because everything was settled via online meeting.
They said that they're a small company, and they needed to see the story that I'll be publishing soon. I've given them the prompt and both parties agree to that, they need the manuscript as soon as possible to sort things out.
it's a great opportunity for me but let's not forget that I am not a robot. I'm also suffering on writer's block! Alright! please self! You can do this! In the name of your debt, rent and also for your living expenses! Ha! It's so expensive to live.
now, you have reason to write, even if you've suffering from something, work! Sulking won't pay your debt, money is.