No, I hadn't known.
And the way she had turned to face me made me feel true genuine fear
Fear so intense, I swear I was alive for those few seconds
Fright had consumed every live and non in my soild being
The unknown had finally caught up to me on this short journey; the fear of it
Because, I truly didn't know. Her reaction to me was that I should
I barely knew enough about this life to sway on the edge of sanity
To be expected to know enough about another was the breeze to tip me off
What is she?
I let the unmarked minutes and seconds and days and years take control when the mere sound of footsteps set me off
Did I have a death wish? It was my wish for that to happen
To escape from this prison I had so long forgot existed
But at this exact second in time, what I had been longing for what could of been decades, or centuries even, was right beside me
Taking me on the most emotional roller-coaster one could experience in the short span of time
So, taking that death wish and taunting it, I rip out my still heart and say
"I have no clue"