----(Mature Content In Chapter)----
Not sure how he managed with such a dress but he was always finding a way.
Once Julien opened the now closed double doors; I could see the rain had started, nearly drenching us both immediately but his steps were quick. In a rush for more then one reason and I had a feeling the rain was at the bottom of his list.
That anger still dripping off him as he placed me into the car and made sure I was fully in before closing the door. Knowing just as much as he is angry that none of it was toward me; very clearly.
He wanted to do more to those girls like he had to Kyle; making me shiver at the thought of him. Thankfully Julien didn't notice as he got into the car and started it without a word.
Starting to make me nervous but he finally spoke up and glanced at me. Not pulling out of the spot just yet.
''Thank you for calling to me.'' Julien said; surprising me with being the words to be heard first. Especially after such a reaction to being called. I however just nodded in response.
Not entirely sure what to say to him. Except for one thing I suppose; ''Thank you for coming to my rescue.'' Yet again; but I kept that part to myself, my defense my absolute downfall. I could not use magic in public; especially for my personal benefit, even against someone like Rachel.
No matter how much I wanted to; I could not be the reason for hunters to come here. Not willing to put Julien or any other pack members at risk over it. I only have the rest of the school year and then I would never have to see any of them ever again.
''Whenever; no matter what it is. Ask me for anything please Pax.'' Julien reached for my hand I gave it to him once I realized what his request was. He had a pleading to his voice but held no room for any doubt.
More behind his request; worried for anything to happen to me. So much having happened that brings danger in just a few weeks. Even with his ability to heal so quickly I still worried so I can only imagine how he feels about it.
He must be so nervous; why he won't even leave me without wolf eyes on me. His or another pack member; why he went to get an alliance with the alpha of this territory.
I nodded once again and gave his hand a squeeze; kind of coming first nature anyhow. Even before I knew about the mate bond I found myself wanting to call him when something happened.
Julien squeezed my hand back in response before taking a breath and pulling out of the parking spot and parking lot. To head to my house; but what if my parents are home? I thought suddenly and felt Julien glance at me.
''What if my parents are still home?'' I asked aloud; nervous about being loud, or really making any noise with them home and in a room just a few feet away.
They did not need to know every single detail; nor did I want to give my dad a heart attack.
''I thought you said they were gone with a client?'' He asked before glancing at the time. ''We haven't been gone very long but we can wait if you are nervou-'' I cut him off; not able to wait any longer.
''No; I want to do it tonight.'' I told him; very sure of myself and our plan. Julien tried to contain his chuckle but didn't do a very good job.
''I can find someplace nearby and I can rent a room but I'd much rather it be somewhere you are comfortable.'' He explained and took a turn that I noticed wasn't the way to my house.
Too bad the pack house is such a drive; and that they would hear everything too. ''Where are we going?'' I asked though, sure they are still both with their client; I hoped Adeline was asleep.
''I need to get a couple things.'' He told me as we pulled into a store parking lot; not sure what he would need nor did he specify.
What would he need at a convenient store? I asked myself after he placed a quick kiss onto my hand and got out; seeming to be in a rush as he hurried inside and I could only see him for a few steps before he disappeared to shop.
He had indeed known what he wanted going in because it was only a few minutes until I saw him again and although I could see several things being placed onto the counter, I could not see what it was exactly.
After paying and grabbing the bags; Julien made his way back out and into the car, placing the bags behind my seat as to not let me see what was in them. Unaware if he was doing so on purpose.
I eyed him as he started the car and started on the way home now; actually doing so this time.
Finding it just a tad strange that he still hasn't said what he needed to get. Or just another word the rest of the ride home. He had given me a few smiles; not catching on or not mentioning my clear confusion at him.
Hoping that the explanation would happen once we got into the house. Thankful to see that neither of my parents cars had been in the driveway and Julien pulled up close to the garage; giving them room to park.
He once again glanced at me with a smile before moving to get out but stopped himself to find my hand. ''Wait here.'' I nodded, just going with him at this point; not exactly minding and sat still but took my seatbelt off to watch his movements.
Watching him go around to grab the bags from the back before opening my door and offering me his free hand. I couldn't help but try to glance at the bags but he caught my line of sight; pulling them from view.
''Not yet.'' He told me and I sighed but grabbed ahold of his hand to take his hand and help out of the car. ''You'll like it; let me surprise you well I still can.'' I raised my eyebrow at his request, not sure how well he thinks my gift will really get.
But I nodded none the less; letting him have his surprise even if I really wanted to know what he could have.
I unlocked the door once we got up the steps and onto the porch; Adeline having locked it before heading to bed. As soon I got through the doorway I stepped out of my heels; not enjoying how they felt and no longer wanting to be in them. The height difference once again very drastic between Julien and I.
I followed him with my eyes as he followed me inside and watched me take them off with a smirk before closing the door behind him. Keeping the bags carefully out of my sight even in the dark of the house; no lights on but I suppose Julien could see in the dark.
A true gift; like his healing.
I smiled at him and upon him turning to me, he returned it with one of his own. Not knowing what had caused it but happy to see it none the less.
Staring at him I started to feel clueless; not sure how or when we would start. I did know that I was starting to feel the weight of the dress and needed to take it off.
Going to return it to Cordelia in the morning; going to use my magic to speed up the drying in hopes of the rain not ruining it.
I broke our gaze into each others eyes to push my heels out of the way and start to make my way upstairs; glancing at Julien when I didn't hear him move to follow me. Still standing by the door as I stood up a couple steps.
''You're going to help me aren't you?'' I asked and Julien looked as though he was unfrozen as he moved against an invisible force to make his way up the stairs too.
I smiled to myself; unable to help it as I turned to pick my dress back up and finish ascending the stairs to my room. The cold air in my room mixed with the dampness of my hair as I opened the door; my window wide open and I turned my head after I shivered.
Not leaving it open when we left. I turned back at Julien; noticing it even if the cold didn't affect him and I saw how his eyes found the window too. Moving past me to look around after setting the bags onto the end of my bed before he most likely used every sense he had; closing the window with some excess force but took a breath before turning to face me after I closed the door.
I looked at him; waiting for him to tell me what he had smelled, not able to see any evidence of anyone.
Julien nodded; frustrated now. ''Human; nothing distinct in it, other then not recognizing it.'' He rubbed his forehead as he racked his brain for the scent. ''He didn't come in though.'' I turned my head at his statement.
''How do you know it's a he?'' I asked but swallowed. Not liking that it is a he; or that he doesn't recognize it but I suppose it was a good thing he could not get in. The boundary spell doing it's job.
Or so I hoped, needing to test it now to feel better; Charlotte would be the only human I could think of unless I redid the spell entirely and asked my dad.
''His smell.'' Julien practically seethed his words as he made his way over to me and I felt myself wanting to take a step back but stopped myself, just going to step back into the door any way. ''I'm gonna get some wolfs to watch the house; you, when I'm not around.''
There was something in the power behind his steps; his movements.
I felt myself pout, not wanting him to not be around. Or some wolfs I haven't met to watch over me; when it could be him. Only listening for the sake of their alpha.
''Only If I'm Luna.'' I told him after a moment of thought; knowing they would have no issue in protecting a Luna, nor would I feel as bad about it. Julien raised his eyebrows at me; at my words before he wrapped his hands around to hold my lower back.
''Well let's start with getting you out of this wet dress.'' I smiled, more then happy to do so and for him to not argue me on it; or just take off to find said human. Maybe not as worried since he is with me.
Julien guided me to the bathroom and didn't bother to close the door as I turned; wanting to get out of the dress and for the mark; no matter how much it may scare me as well.
However a fear I had managed to suppress reentered my mind. What about my vision; the miscarriage. I felt Julien's hand freeze in his actions at my change.
''We need protection.'' I told him, voicing my concern before he could question. At my words however; he relaxed and continued to undo the dress.
''I took care of it.'' I felt him grab ahold of my dress as he finished; holding it up for me. Was that apart of what he needed to grab; hiding that and what else was in the bags?
I grabbed ahold of the dress, ready to turn to him and feeling rather brave enough to drop the dress but he had already grabbed a towel and was moving to dry my hair as well.
I still decided to drop it and let it pool around my feet; feeling his falter in his movements as I expected him to see and look at my near bare body over. He kept drying my hair until it was mostly completely dry then he moved onto gently wiping away any water that remained on my shoulders. Not much rain going beyond the dress.
Once I felt he no longer wanted to dry me any further I turned to face him, seeing him swallow as I did so. I could really use him now to warm me up; the chill still in the air and only ever feeling colder and colder the longer I spent away from his natural warmth.
I reached for him timidly and a smirk spread across his lips before he reached to my lower back and pulled me closer but quickly realized he still had been wearing wet clothes.
----(Sexual Adult Themes Warning)----
''Your turn.'' I told him now, already having seen him shirtless and naked on the first day we met. Not shy in showing his body in the least bit and an impossibly bigger smirk found its way onto his lips.
And he wasted no time in taking a step back and moving to take off his suit jacket first and I watched; licking my lips as he undid his buttons. Each revealing more and more of his defined chest.
Once it fell away I looked back up at him; his eyes bright blue as he watched me, my reaction to his body now. The distance and chill in the air wasn't bothering me as much as a heat spread through my body. Hearing his belt before I looked down and could see he is hard, pressing against his pants but he only loosened his belt as he took that step forward again.
I gulped but followed his eyes with mine; feeling entranced by them in a new way. Like his wolf was using them somehow, speaking to me without any words through them.
His hands reached up to my shoulders; grazing them with his finger tips before a growl sounded from within him and he grabbed ahold of me; moving to lift me and wrap my legs around his bare torso. Feeling his body heat impossibility more as our bare skin meet nearly everywhere.
I gasped as I grabbed ahold of his chest; placing my hands flat against his chest once I knew he had me, never going to drop me or pick me up if he couldn't hold me. It was more how quickly he could do it. Supporting me by holding under my thighs.
My hands slid up to his shoulders as he moved to leave the bathroom and locked the bedroom door before making his way over to the bed. But in his movements I leaned forward to kiss his cheek and then a bit lower on his jawline. Absolutely loving everything about him and his body.
His grip on me tightened ever so slightly at my kisses; finding my way down to his neck before he moved to sit and I looked back up at him, adjusting both how he sat and how I sat. Now able to feel his bulge as he sat me onto his lap; making me nervous again but he brushed my hair back from my shoulder on my right side, where he will mark.
''We can still stop.'' He told me; his voice low, sweet but a deepness to it still. I didn't want to stop though; I just felt how big he is, afraid of his size now rather then him or the mark. Julien placed a kiss onto where my shoulder and neck met as I nodded but closed my eyes at the sensation.
So close to the spot; always meant for him just meaning nothing unless he touched it, in whatever way he chooses. ''You have to use your words; love.'' Julien pulled back reminding me as I felt his eyes on me.
Even sitting on his lap was no longer close enough and I opened my eyes to look at him. ''I don't want to stop Julien.'' I told him, displaying my frustration at him making me use my words but he gave me a small smile.
His hands moved up my back; holding me for a moment before his fingers undid my bra, nearly going unnoticed but it fell off. Without any straps to hold it up; my breasts now exposed to him.
As he looked down he pulled the bra to toss aside and I swallowed; nervous as to his reaction. Am I still everything he wanted and more? I wanted to cover myself; cover my chest up but he moved forward to kiss each one of my breasts, gently doing so and I leaned forward at them.
Letting me know how much he likes them; his reaction telling me I am what he wants, my body wanted by him even after seeing so much of me.
Wanting to close my eyes again but I felt his lips move to my nipples; kissing them too before his teeth grazed one of my nipples and he pulled back to look at me. The moan coming out of my mouth surprising us both. It however excited Julien and he repeated it on my other nipple before speaking.
''I want you on the bed; on your back.'' He told me; a deepness and lust in his voice. At my swallow; his words doing something to me, at the smell of my turn on he stood up quickly. Still holding me before he turned and I grabbed onto him despite his hold on me.
I sucked in a breath at the sensation of our bare chests touching as he bent down, feeling him kneel onto the bed before placing me flat; a bit up on the pillows. Making sure I was comfortable at least until he pulled back again and looked between my legs. Parted without his body between them.
Seeing how he licked his lips, seeing more of body this way and he ran his hands up my leg before leaning back down; chest pressed back against mine but I jolted impossibly closer when he rubbed into me. Even through his pants the warmth was felt and it was a new amazing.
Surprising me but I caught his smirk before he leaned down into the crook of my neck. ''Where should I start?'' He asked against the spot, not seeming ready for that quite yet.
The heat in my body was making me very ready, for the mark; for anything he would do. However he was more asking himself then me as he kissed his way down my body; going between my breasts this time and then all the way down to my underwear.
I watched him, my breathing heavy as the heat only seemed to continue to increase as he kept going. Kissing through my underwear onto another spot that was only ever meant for him.
Another moan came from me as he did so; feeling a smirk as he placed another and another, liking my reaction. My arching toward him, using it to his advantage he slid them off of my legs.
Completely exposed to him now.
''Goddess Pax; you are so beautiful.'' He mumbled but his words were clear; adoring of me and what he has been patiently waiting for.
The fear of it all had melted away the moment he saw me; the way he touches me; never going to hurt me.
I grabbed ahold of his hands; moving so slowly up my legs and thighs, getting closer to what he wanted between my legs.
''Go slow.'' I told him; getting it out quickly to let him know it wasn't me telling him to stop.
His eyes quickly found mine at the movement and my words. Scared he had done something.
''Of course.'' He nodded and I slowly let my hold on his hands go; semi ready to let him do what he had wanted to. In a way asking anyhow.
Julien grabbed ahold of my upper thighs before pulling me down from the pillow's; flat on the bed now as he moved to lay. His head between my thighs now and I swallowed; nervous as to what he was doing, what he's going to do down there.
Like he heard my thoughts of confusion he spoke; sharing with me what he is thinking and wanting.
''Just a taste.'' Was all he said before moving to lick me. Sending a jolt through me and I couldn't stop myself from squirming under the pleasure of how his tongue felt; how he moved it around my spot so gently but just the right amount of pressure.
One of his hands released his hold on my leg and placed it onto my stomach; holding me gently still as I squirmed under his 'just a taste'. Feeling far more then just a taste.
''Julien!'' I called to him, moving quickly with his tongue now as he ate me; his tongue darting a few times into me before he stopped himself.
Having to indeed stop himself; wanting to keep going until she came undone by the feeling, felt her continue to squirm under him as he pleasured her. Absolutely loving to do so already. He and his wolf knows he needs to be careful with her; her first time, his too but he won't tire as she will.
I tried to catch my breath as he looked up at me from my legs; ''You are delicious Pax.'' A darkness in his eyes as he told me; wanting more and if I hadn't called his name he would have done exactly that.
I just didn't think I could handle it; it felt too good, bringing me closer to a new feeling.
''I want you Julien.'' I told him, speaking in a near whisper as I struggled to not twitch at even a simple touch. At my words I noticed his teeth change; understanding how I want him.
Having taken his time and I'm sure he will still even after; going to drive me absolutely crazy.
Although I could see his wolf coming forward I fell back against the bed when he put one of his fingers inside of me; going in slow at first to find a pace and the moans left my body as he slowly and gently pumped into me with one of his fingers.
Seeing how I handled it he added another, Easily filling me with how large even one of his fingers is.
I arched again and shut my eyes before I felt his other hand start to rub me; filling me still at the same time.
His simple kiss on my inner thigh sent me over the edge and I arched even more, feeling my legs shake and twitch as I tightened around his fingers. Julien kept them inside me as he felt me constrict around him; smirking as I did so when I came down from it and I looked at him through my legs. My moans soft and quite but Julien still enjoyed hearing them.
Julien gently pulled his fingers from me and licked me once more; tasting me before placing a kiss onto my spot, getting another jolt from me. Only making his smirk grow as he moved back atop of me; hovering over me with his amazing abs and body.
Not fully exposed to me however and I looked down between us; away from his eyes, practically eating me up and noticing. ''Not yet, love.'' Not yet? Why couldn't I see him now? I know I had already seen him but it's different, meant to see him now; and it.
Not to mention I had tried very hard to avoid seeing anything that first day.
Julien leaned down and captured my lips into his, in my come down I could feel how strong his werewolf felt. Always able to feel him; more so then others but that part of him, that side that had come forward was right behind him.
Barely held back and as we deepened the kiss, I could feel his other teeth; his fangs. Being careful to not deepen the kiss to much and hurt me.
I pulled back slightly; stopping our kiss, even if it was amazing and I could have just done this all night. Hoping to have many more opportunity's in the future just like this.
''Mark me Julien.'' Ready for what we planned; for what I want and finally. My whole body was screaming for it; for him.
His eyebrow raised but not for long as his eyes found their way to my neck; wanting to.
I found the words without even really knowing what they would mean for both him and his wolf. ''I'm yours.'' But they had been something he needed to hear and quickly moved toward my neck; making me expose it further to him.
His teeth grazed the spot before I felt his warm breath hit my neck. ''Mine.'' He growled; the perfect mix of him and his wolf spoke together. I reached to his back; holding onto his broad shoulder blades, bracing myself for the bite.
Julien's muscles flexed under my hold; feeling my effect on him before I gasped, his teeth sunk into the spot and my neck. It felt like a pinch but was replaced with a warmth; spreading from the spot through my whole body and I dug my nails into his back. Unable to stop myself from doing so and I arched into him; into the bite. I had no idea if he had felt it like I am but he kept his teeth there for a moment; for my sake.
I jolted under him when he pulled them out and licked the spot clean before placing a kiss there. Under the pleasure; without him touching me I could feel him move slightly to reach between us and pull himself from his pants now.
I tired to move up to look; see the size of him but the warmth fully reached my whole body and I fell back against the bed, unable to loosen my hold on him. Needing him right now, in more then one way.
''I love you Pax.'' Julien spoke; his voice a low whisper but as sweet as his gentle kisses around my mouth are. Letting me breath through what he has done to me and what he will still.
I felt his tip, the warmth of it at my entrance; having placed it there to hold. Not going in yet and I looked into his eyes. ''I love you.'' I managed to get out through the high I was riding; knowing it wasn't close to the end of it yet. Not complaining but wanting him too; the pull even stronger with the mark.
The most amazing feeling I have ever felt; euphoric. ''Are you ready love?'' He asked, voice still gentle and nearly a whisper for me. I nodded and felt his eyes piercing through mine. Use my words; I could practically hear him saying it.
''I'm ready.'' I told him and shifted myself down a bit under him; closer to him and he moved himself to rub against me in response teasing me. ''Julien!'' I nearly yelped and called to him; not able to handle anymore teasing.
I heard a bag crinkle before I noticed he had reached for it and pulled a box out; condoms. I loosened my hold on him, giving him room to open it and pour them out onto the bed beside us; taking one to put on.
He repositioned himself slightly; not having moved very far with my grip still on him.
Julien gently and very slowly pushed himself into me; starting a pace as he let me get used to him and his size. Amazingly slow and not feeling even an ounce of pain as he moved for me. Even with how big he is.
''Oh goddess.'' He growled, into my ear as he felt his pleasure too; only turning me on further at his growls. Staying fully inside of me; letting us both adjust to the new feeling, the great new feeling.
I was still feeling my previous high and combined with the mark; I was already unraveling. Julien moved my hair aside; any that had moved to my face before cupping my cheek in his hand and locking eyes with me once again.
His eyes were nearly swirling with both his dark and light blue, enjoying every second as I am and starting a pace once again; still keeping it slow and perfect every single time.
My moans were muted as he captured my lips for a kiss; quickly making out instead of just a kiss. I was sent over the edge once again quickly and felt Julien groan at the feeling and felt upset I could not really feel him.
He pulled back to peck a few kisses on my mark and pushed me through my high; making it last before pulling himself out and I heard him groan again. Looking down between us, I could see him twitch; coming down from his own high now but even with the condom on he still felt the need to pull out.
Much to my disappointment but in a way he was doing it for me. Wanting to help prevent my vision. He pulled out and I let my hands fall away from his back; feeling tired from coming down after two very high highs. Julien bent down to kiss the tops of my thighs and gave me a smirk.
''Don't move; I'll be right back.'' I nodded up at him; his voice containing a deepness as he fixed his pants and I followed him with my eyes to the bathroom, I glanced over at the bag though; the other one and gathered some of the blanket up to cover most of my body.
Mainly from the cold but before I let my curiosity of what was in the bag get me I reached to feel the mark.
The stark contrast of feeling nothing was surprising considering just how good it feels when Julien touches it. Julien stopped in his tracks on the way back from the bathroom; his pants fully fixed but still shirtless.
I heard his steps halt and looked up at him; not sure what had caused him to stop in such a way.
''What a sight.'' Julien spoke; his words simple as he looked me over and I let my hand drop from my neck, watching how his eyes looked straight there. Some pride in his eyes at the sight.
''I wanna see it.'' I told him but found myself feeling shy to just simply get up; still completely exposed to him if the blanket didn't cover what it barely covered.
Just holding it up over my chest. He smiled at me before closing the rest of the space between us and offered me his hand. I gave him my hand but was still unsure about standing up; thinking about a few reasons now.
He however didn't wait for me to try and scooped me up; letting the blanket fall away and remain on the bed. The heat he radiated far warmer then the blanket anyhow and I leaned into him; finding myself nuzzling into his chest.
Julien carried me into the bathroom and turned to angle me in front of the mirror; not putting me down though. I turned to look in the mirror, seeing the bite very clearly. It looked just like a bite mark but not a scare; a part of my skin now, like I had been born with it.
Absolutely beautiful; I wanted to touch it and feel like how when Julien touched it.
.....To Be Continued In The Next Chapter.....