Avery's pov
How could Avan just break our bond as triplets , like I meant nothing to him , it felt pretty easy for him , were we this weak , that something as weak as this could break us , what did I ever do wrong ? I wasn't flawless , I knew I was the most flawed , but how could they judge me by my actions , they didn't hear me out . I only walked out because I was heartbroken , and they think I'm Jealous , Are they serious at all ?
Avan was the oldest triplets , he loved me the most as well , since I was the last , and the bond of the first and the last is strongest , I least expected this from him , how could he even listen to Ava , Ava was clearly in the dark , what happened to her ?
I was devastated , and tears were flowing from my eyes , and I felt someone sit next to me , I thought they had all left , it was probably Matt , I hope he believed me , I hope he too didn't doubt me , he should have known that I can't do such a thing .
" Aren't you gonna leave as well ", I asked , without turning to look at him . He didn't respond , and I got scared that I was going to lose him too , my life was already meaningless , and if he'd left , I'd ask for death .
" I trust you , I know Ava is wrong ", he said , and I placed my head on his shoulder , and he caressed my hair .
" My siblings cut all ties with me ", I said heartbroken , and a fresh set of tears fell from my eyes .
" Avan didn't mean it , we can still make it right ", Avan said and I looked up at him .
" No , nevermind , I don't want him to end his friendship with you as well . I know Avan well enough , to know that he means what he says , and he doesn't go back on his word ", I said and I closed my eyes .
" I'd be glad knowing he has you as a friend , so don't let him go faraway ,I don't want him to be misled like Ava , you are his best friend , I don't need you , Avan needs you ", I said and tears fell from my face . Avan and Ava already had everything in the world , and I was giving away the person that cared about me to them , but I was willing to do that for my siblings , they had done alot for me in the past .
" You can't say that Avery , I can't leave you all alone ", Matt said , and a tear fell from his eye .
" I don't need you Matt ", I said and I stood up , so my back was in front of him .
" Go away , I don't need you , I only wanted your money , and now Ava's caught me out , so now leave , leave me alone , forget about me , I never considered you a friend ", I lied , tears fell down my face and I wiped them , I didn't want to appear weak , I wanted him to believe me ,even though I knew he wouldn't . This was the only way he would leave and go take care of my siblings .
He got up and walked in front of me . He grabbed me by my shoulder and pulled me closer to him , I looked down so he wouldn't see my eyes . He took me by my chin , and raised my face up to meet his eyes .
" Wow , you're such a drama queen , I can't believe you thought I'd fall for that ", he said , and I knew I wasn't going to give up , Matt was really stubborn like me , or maybe I called our determination stubbornness .
" You can believe whatever you like ", I said and pulled away from his grip , I saw his eyes fill with rage that I had never seen before .
" Don't you ever push me away again ", he said angrily ,and I closed my eyes and shivered . He held my shoulder and pulled me close . I opened my eyes to his anger , and there was a dark aura surrounding us .
" You can ask me to leave and I will , but don't you dare make me hate you Avery , you are my friend , and I really do care about you , what do you even think about our friendship ", he asked and I looked away .
" Ava has a crush on you ", I blurted instead , hoping he'd leave me for her , and that he'd agree to go .
" And you , what do you think of me ", he asked , and I really liked him , not because he was cute , but because he cared for me , and because he wanted the best for me .
" I think you are rich , and I like rich guys , plus you are cute , so it's a win win ", I said and for the first time , he raised his hands to me , but he managed to stop himself before he slapped me .
" I told you , don't try to make me hate you Avery , I know you , I know who you are and what you can do , so don't make up lies , I really liked you , the day we met , when I came here with my grandma , I thought you were really cute and special , I can say you were my crush , and I would do anything to make you happy , even stop liking you or even caring for you , I could go away from your life if you wanted , but just be honest about it , don't make me hate you Avery ", he said and ran his fingers through his hair , this was no time to admire how cute he looked , but I did anyway , I snapped out of it and looked away soon . I felt nice we both had feelings for each other , but If I acted softie , It would be hard for both of us to let go , so I needed to stand my ground .
" I don't care what you think , just ..... ", I wanted to say , when he placed a kiss on my forehead .
" I don't know what love is , but always know that I love you ", he said and walked out , I saw him wipe a tear as he left . I fell to the ground and I began crying , I was really hurt , my siblings left me , and now I pushed my crush away . I didn't deserve love at all , now I began living in my dark shadow . I sat there crying , and soon it began to rain , I didn't make an attempt to move , even though I knew I'd get sick , my head didn't matter anymore , and maybe this could speed up the process of my death .