DACE
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"If Vanessa thinks staying away from you will give Emma peace then I want nothing more"
His words ignited me, fueled me but all I could do was just stand there, watch him with my stoic expression as he walked back to the house. I wanted to pounce on him, go on a killing sprang until every last one of the Shermans dropped dead but each time I pictured Emma's face, a face I longed to see and touch or her eyes I wanted to pin on me I just…felt weak, vulnerable and damaged without her.
I have been coming here in the past month and yet nothing, Vanessa didn't spare me a glance nor had I seen her since that day, and just like that 4 weeks passed but yet it felt like months for me, years and I haven't set my eyes on my baby girl, the weaker I got, muddled and destroyed within me.