I heaved up the broken glass aiming for Brittany's chest, but I suddenly paused halfway through, when I looked straight into my sister's beautiful aqua blue eyes. I saw something enthralling that pulled me out of the dark place I am trapped in. I snapped back into reality.
I gasped in horror dropping the broken glass to the floor as I realized what I was about to do, kill my sister.
I fell to my knees and brought my knees to my chest, curling my body into a ball. I violently thrust my fingers through my hair as I rock back and forth.
"I am sorry, Brittany, I am so. Sorry. I am a monster I hurt you.!" I kept saying like I am reciting a mantra.
"Oh, God! I wanted to stab my sister. I am a monster!" I sob loudly.
Brittany rushed to me and hauled me against her chest. "Calm down, Adeline. You are not a Monster." She said calmly in a soothing tender tone.
I turned and buried my face in her chest. She hovered me with her arms, comforting me.
I cry harder against her chest.
