Mathilda
It's been two days since the drastic incident where I got drunk and kissed Xavier, mistaking him for Brandon.
Two days after Xavier got beaten almost to the point of death because he didn't stop me from kissing him, rather he let his attraction towards me overwhelm him and he kissed me back, before pushing me away when he realized it was wrong because I am married. But it was already too late because Cahill saw it all. It was more like he followed me to the bonfire beach party when I left the bar with Xavier. He acted like he wasn't paying any attention to me, while he was.
And now, he's been giving me the silent treatment. He needn't voice out that he's absolutely disappointed and ashamed of me. I disgraced him and he very nearly killed someone because of me. My sister left him and now I'm causing him more trouble.