One night you were busy and was unable to talk with me, I kept missing you.
Throughout my reflections and thinking I realized I love you.
But Im scared you'll say no to me and I'll loose you. so I decided to keep it in. Our fun went on and days were passing so fast with you.
Then you mentioned about a friend going through a difficulty only I could understand, so I offered may I talk to her?
You replied, Ofc you can have her number.
and you gave it to me. I reached up on her and talked with her for some time. she suddenly mentioned of liking you.
As I remember she is your classmate.
I was scared and upset that she might take you away from me.
But I still talked to her as a lovely friend and gave her advices.
I entertained her and helped her solve her problems.
As the time went on, I had a feeling.
Why does Zeus's way of speech matches a lot to hers?
She complimented of how charming and loving you are.
I reached back to you and our routine went as normal.
Yet she texted again, saying to take care of him. I was confused yet deeply happy there's no longer anyone in my way of having you. or so I thought.
"My feeling kept growing and growing.
Its getting so hard to keep in."
One night, You mentioned on visiting my country.
I made a joke of slapping you once I see you.
Then you said, I wouldn't be hard to get a visa for me.
I asked you, what is visa for? If i remember it right you said its like a certificate that allows you to stay longer than 2 weeks your allowed to.
Then I followed with a question; How are you gonna have those?
You answered, its either marrying a woman in the country or going in the office and pay for visa.
I was having a feeling of something in your sentence, but I couldn't find it out. What is it? What's this feeling now?