A heart that is usually hurt is very difficult to recover, sometimes doing things that don't make sense often happen. Not many people understand this situation, it is very difficult to cure but still trying to get rid of it quickly.
I don't know when the pain will fade, which will definitely take a while. Most of them often go out to heal, but not with some people who prefer to shut themselves up and stay true to the pain.
Enough with 2 or 3 cups of coffee can make the brain improve again, even if they are cornered, they will finish 5 cups of bitter coffee. His bitter taste was exactly the same as his current life, he was Nadial. Nadial really misses the past with him.
Now Nadial is back in Indonesia and chooses a school that is none other than the school where he is, he is very lucky to be in the same class as him when he changes schools.
He still remembers that smile, a very sweet smile that beats honey. It seems that if sugar and honey saw her, they would be insecure, because her smile was beyond their sweetness.
When he saw the list of names, he was silent for a moment. He was surprised when he saw a name that exactly matched his name. Nadial thought the name was not him. He braced himself so as not to remember him again, when he entered class, his heartbeat was irregular.
Nadial kept thinking about the same name as Cantika Reva Kim. He began to walk towards a new class with a teacher who served as homeroom teacher. He led Nadial up to the class, initially told to introduce himself to a new friend.
"Hello, everyone, my name is Nadial Ambertlein. I moved from Germany to Indonesia because I followed my father who wanted to come back here. I ask everyone for help so that we can be good friends."
After the introduction, Nadial's eyes saw a girl who was exactly the same as the girl who filled his days in Germany. He had smiled at Nadial, his smile never changed. Will always look cute, even though Nadial hasn't seen her a million times.
Memories together make Nadial will not forget himself, even though Nadial hates life in Germany, but there is still a reason to always stay there. A girl named Reva kim is the reason he stays there. Whenever Nadial was with him, problems suddenly disappeared, Nadial spent several years studying there together. School time is what Nadial looks forward to the most.
At school, Nadial must have only played with him, not because he didn't want to play with others, but because only Reva understood Nadial's language. Even though he studied at a foreign school, Nadial's English skills are still below average.
Reva is the only one who can be talked to, she goes through every day with enthusiasm even though it's only at school.
The situation at home in Germany made Nadial feel like hell, because he lived alone with his father, making him feel very depressed. Mother prefers to live in Indonesia because she has to manage a branch of my father's company based in Indonesia.
Because living far away from his wife for too long stresses my father, if Nadial makes a mistake then the payment is a lash. Well this has become a routine habit if he is in trouble, Nadial alone always wants to please his father.
But this made him even more angry, Nadial's love of playing basketball made him even more disliked. The reason is none other than that he doesn't like Nadial being born on earth. He wanted his child to be a girl, but because God's will said otherwise, it was Nadial who was born to earth.
After giving birth to Nadial, Mother had problems with her fetus and she was diagnosed as unable to get pregnant again. This is where my father started to hate Nadial. He knew it wasn't his fault, but why did Dad always blame him?
In the eyes of many people, Nadial is like a golden child to Dad, many also want a life like Nadial. He has a rich father and is an only child.
They thought Nadial's life would be like in the movies, but it turned out to be just a movie not real life. After several years living and living in Germany, Nadial began to get used to the conditions there.
The incident when Reva wanted to return to Indonesia made Nadial's chest tighten, it was very difficult to just breathe. Nadial never thought that the source of his enthusiasm would leave himself in Germany alone with the Psychopath who was none other than his own father.
After Reva's departure, his life became colorless. He often went to nearby bars just to get drunk. At that time Nadial had just graduated from junior high school and was about to continue his high school.
The barman never asked about his age because of his stature like a teenager, every Sunday night he always went there and on Sunday mornings he would come home very drunk. There was no other way out but to go drunk.
Who do you want to tell me that Nadial himself likes to be alone, Father who is always busy with his office affairs until he forgets that he has a child at home. He often brings a different woman every month.
But when he came home he did not see the woman, he also often smelled a very strong smell of blood at night. He wanted to think strangely about his father but he knew very well his father was afraid of blood.
Even though his father behaved like that, he still loved his father. A few months later, Nadial's mother had an accident and his father decided to stay and settle in Indonesia. All large families living in Indonesia, so like it or not, they have to return to Indonesia.
Knowing the news that his mother died made Nadial's little heart hurt without bleeding, for 9 years he had never seen his mother, once he got the news that his mother had died. There is also a sense of joy because Mother returned to Indonesia.
He prayed that if he returned to Indonesia, hopefully, he could meet his idol girl, Reva Kim. It seems that this time God was kind to Nadial, God answered all his requests every night and this time he was able to meet Reva again.
The smile he had missed so much finally returned, after the introductions were over, the homeroom teacher told Nadial to go sit down. Reva, who also missed Nadial, went to Nadial.
He immediately hugged Nadial as his longing for Nadial. Nadial was silent while enjoying the first hug he had ever felt.
"Nadial I didn't expect you to go to Indonesia." Reva said starting the conversation.
Nadial still couldn't believe the scene in front of him, it was like a dream to see Reva in front of him.
"I came here because of my father's will, my mother had an accident last month and my father decided to live in Indonesia," explained Nadial.
"My deepest condolences, Nad, you must be really devastated. I'm sorry I didn't go to mourn. That's all I just found out about. You are patient, I will always be there for you, Nad." Reva said as a word of reinforcement so that Nadial could be cheerful again.
He put his arm around Nadial's shoulder and patted him lightly to keep Nadial strong.
Days passed and Nadial's condition was getting better, he finally let go of his habit of drunkenness because the girl who healed the heart had returned. Nadial thought that this was the right time for him to express his feelings to Reva.
Nadial was going to use the time he visited Village X to state it, but it didn't seem like the timing was right. Nadial saw clearly that Reva was actually close to a man I didn't know. He seemed happy when he talked to the boy.
Before going to the highlands to look for flowers, Y Nadial prayed for a group with Reva, but fate still said otherwise. Reva instead got a group with the same guy as the first one I saw.
I want to be mad, but I'm nothing to him. I got a group with a girl named Catrin. She is a quiet girl in class, she is the daughter of Nadial's father's co-worker.
During the trip there was no conversation until suddenly Catrin fainted, not knowing what caused it. Nadial panicked and took her to a nearby hut, her face so pale and her body so cold. Nadial as a group of friends felt very panicked, he didn't know what he would do after this.