First love in the eyes of everyone has a different meaning, they will put a special place in the heart for that special person. Sometimes some people choose to love in silence. Loving in silence without telling the truth is the best way.
Always watching him from afar without interacting has become a routine habit, wanting to go say hello to him is also self-aware that we are not that close. Even though we've known each other for a long time, their gestures don't show the feeling we feel.
Small interactions that have occurred will always be remembered in his mind, maybe he has forgotten the interaction but for him this is very meaningful. When I heard the news that he had moved to Indonesia, it was like a dream.
Hadn't he been with his father in Germany all this time? Oh just remembered that his mother had an accident and looks like he'll be staying here. Can the Lord of this self also ask that he stay in the heart? Meeting and often seeing him for almost 11 years makes a Catrin unable to contain this feeling in her heart.
Because his father and Catrin's father were close friends from school, they often met even though they were far apart. Father often took Catrin to Germany, if there was something important to do there. Catrin's father's company works with Nadial's father so they meet often. The closeness of Catrin's father and Nadial's father is very close with the addition of 2 of their friends.
He said that Catrin's father's friend, his son, went to SMA A. Not wanting to find out, Catrin just let his father say. To Catrin's surprise one of her friends never showed up again when they met. Father said, his friend had an accident killed with his wife at night. Their child, who was the same age as Catrin, was left without knowing where to go. It's a very tragic story isn't it, I hope that the child that my father told is okay even though he doesn't know him.
Back again to the story about Catrin's first love, before that introduce her name Catrin Ezranas. He is the son of the second largest advertising entrepreneur in City A after his father Nadial. Catrin and Nadial were good friends since childhood because of their father's close relationship.
Nadial is a very nice person, really likes to help Catrin when she is in trouble. He is also a happy carrier for Catrin. He looks happy but not all the time, he often comes to Catrin with his face after crying and his body full of wounds. He didn't tell me what caused the injury, he just came and was always silent while leaning on or sleeping on Catrin's lap.
Don't know for sure why but it seems like he's not in a good condition, this kind of incident would definitely happen often if Catin and his father went to Germany to see Nadial's father.
Even though Catrin goes there once a month, but I don't know why every time she's with her, Catrin's heartbeat always beats erratically. It didn't happen just once, but it happened many times, Catrim, who was his friend, was always ready to be a supporter of his heart if he was in a slump.
Catrin doesn't understand why when Nadial transfers to school, she doesn't see herself first but a girl named Reva. Reva was also my father's friend when they were still in school. It turns out that this is the child I meant. She is so beautiful, her smile is so sweet and her kind nature to everyone gives a special impression to the girl.
No wonder Nadial likes him, Nadial once told me that he likes someone named Reva kim. I didn't think he was referring to Reva as a classmate. Catrin, who was only a friend without the word friend, could only watch their interaction without holding it back, because she had no rights. Sick? It really hurts to see that sight but oh well. After all, when he was with Reva, he always smiled.
Today in a different place God allowed Catrij to interact with him again. Even if we just walk together without a meaningful conversation, we still walk. The look on her face that Catrin had missed so much she finally saw after a few months, and then she met him in Germany.
Catrin is happy that God answered her prayers and was able to group together with Nadial, halfway through the journey together. I don't know why Catrin's head suddenly hurts so much.
It hurt so bad and his vision became blurry, after that he didn't know where he was going, it looked dark.
"Cat, Catrin is awake. Why don't you wake up." Nadial said panicked as he gently patted Catrin's cheek.
The girl fainted without knowing what caused it, Nadial broke out in a cold sweat when she saw her friend fainted suddenly. He wanted to seek help but circumstances did not allow, because they were in the middle of the forest. He opened Catrin's bag and looked for something she could use. Seen a small bottle of eucalyptus oil and a bottle of ulcer medicine, it can be concluded that he has stomach ulcers.
Without thinking, Nadial took eucalyptus oil and put it on his forefinger, he brought his index finger to the nose of Catrin who was unconscious in Nadial's lap. It wasn't long before Catrin woke up from her stupor.
His vision was still not clear but his nose could clearly smell the perfume that he was very familiar with, his eyesight was starting to improve and it was just as he expected, that person was Nadial.
"Thank God you're awake, you don't have breakfast." Nadial said when Catrin woke up.
"I'm sorry I bothered you, I woke up late so I forgot to eat breakfast." Catrin said honestly.
Nadial opened his carry-on bag and took out a lunch box.
"We eat together, okay, I was able to prepare lunch because I didn't have breakfast either. Don't want to refuse, okay?" Invite Nadial.
He opened the lunch box and began to take a spoonful.
"Are you okay if we share a spoon together? I didn't know it would turn out like this." Asked Nadial.
"It's okay, we also ate everything together when we were little." Catrin answered agreeing with Nadial.
"Come close, let me feed you. You must not be strong enough to eat yourself, right. Don't refuse, okay, if you refuse, I will force you." Nadial said while feeding Catrin.
Catrin happily received Nadial's attention, her heart began to be happy because Nadial was now paying attention to her. Even though his attention is because he is sick, it can make him happy.
"Yey, it's finished too. Do you want to go straight or take a break?" Nadial asked while putting in the lunch box and water bottle.
"Get some rest first, I'm still not strong enough to walk. Are you okay?" Catrin said confirming Nadial.
"Well, what can we do, we'll just walk for a while. What's more important now is that your health isn't this task, you still have plenty of time, so just relax." Nadial replied casually.
He then corrected his sitting position to be closer to Catrin, he grabbed Catrin's head and put it on her shoulder. He wanted to repay every attention Catrin gave him while in Germany. He will never forget the incident when he was often beaten by his father and Catrin was always by his side.
Catrin used this opportunity to enjoy the backrest, it turned out that the backrest seemed so comfortable. No wonder Nadial likes to lean his head on Catrin's shoulder, so that Catrin can calm down. Nadial deliberately strokes the top of Catrin's head.
They were both carried away by the peaceful atmosphere of nature with different hearts and feelings. Catrin with feelings of wanting to be more than friends and Nadial who wants to be Catrin's best friend.
Maybe it's not time to express true feelings, for now it's enough to be a friend who always protects.
For the feelings of 11 years buried deep to be buried first, it is not certain that Nadial will return Catrin's feelings for loving him so much.
There is still a girl named Reva who adorns Nadial's heart now, just waiting for the right time to express this feeling. 1 or 2 years in the future? If fate is not in favor, it can be up to 5 years maybe? Let everything happen according to the flow of life that works.
Let fate be on my side, Catrin.