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Chapter 15 - "Your Smile"

I'm secretly looking at you

and day-dreaming of how it feels that you are mine;

Your red lips and your bright smile,

Ohh you don't know that it feels like i'm in heaven everytime,

And oh just don't look at me if i can't have your heart 'coz it's only tearing me apart,

I really hate the fact that i'm obssessed with your smile,

Oh Dear I want you to be mine,

And everytime you're sitting with me on the waiting street;

I could barely breathe and i can't hear anything but the rhythm of my heart hoping for you to feel the same,

'Coz you are my perfect girl in my fantasy world and i'm a dull guy whose only hurting myself,

I knew, I knew, i love you but i don't have a courage to confess it to you,

You're almost perfect that it's hard to reach,

And you're so fine that we couldn't fit,

Oh girl i think you hit me so hard,

The reason why everytime i saw your smile i used to numb my heart,

'Coz i still can't get close to you,

And i know at first, my feelings towards you will crashed me,

So here i'm standing beneath the rain and drowning with pain;

Watching you leaving with handsome man and he is protecting you from rain,

It hurts, that should be me but dang i'm dull and crazy!

I was wondering when you look back at me showing that eyes with sympathy;

Then you smiled at me, at least this one last time that precious smile was meant for me.