Lei, honey! I met Miley when I was lost and was trying to make peace to reaching out to you and loving you at the same time. I didn't love her and I will not love her because I already have you. Plus you have a hotter and sexier body, tits and butt than her, pleaseeeeee!!!, I added smiling and pressing Leila's butt and kissing her on the lips, biting them too to make her smile.
O...o..okay! Okay! hihi! I got you! Really?, Leila asked trying to reassure how I feel and if what I'm telling her is true.
Yes and I love you, ever since I met you at school in Milan, I already had feelings for you, I replied hugging Leila and kissing her on the mouth again and again down to her neck where she got tickled and gave up.
Haha! Babe! Don't ever doubt my feelings for you. I have searched for you for many years and now that I have found you, I won't let you go again, ever! Are you following me?
I follow...you! Do we have anything to eat here, I'm hungry?, Leila said after kissing my cheek. Hehe! I think my mac and cheese got burned so, how about we order a pizza?, I cried laughing. Okee!, Leila nodding that she is satisfied with it.
It's been 11 years since it happened. Lilian was just a young kid then when I moved back to Milan. Canada was a great country and I worked three jobs to make ends meet while Lillian fend for herself at home. She is a good and smart kid that she was able to take care of our apartment and cook for me every night to have dinner when I get home after my night shifts over. I was a receptionist at a doctor's clinic from eight until eleven in the morning. Then, I would run my ass to change my clothes to wear a uniform and pick out trash like plastic bottles and all to help the environment and also earn from them as I deliver these plastics to a company recycling used bottles. So, I do that for three hours and then after claiming my stub in exchange of cash, I would hit directly to my last job as a part-time housekeeper where I met a married woman who was delighted to help me and Lillian. Her name was Dorothy Gibbs and we are still close friends until today.
So instead of hiring a baby sitter, Dorothy took care of Lillian since she didn't have a child of her own and her husband travelled most of the time. Since she didn't work or manage a business, she was happy to attend to Lillian who is smart and can take care of herself and even others. Lillian learned to cook with Dorothy's help. Dorothy and I got close and we really got closer than friends, that was something I didn't intend to happen between us, for I love her as my best friend. When I finished helping Lillian bathe, I fed and put her to sleep. Dorothy wanted us to stay at her house since her husband would come home a few days in a month.
And later due to an incident at a her office where she and I caught each other's lips, I found a message on her cell that the supposed husband is married to another woman. Though is was hard and sad for me to learn about Dorothy, it meant that she was a mistress and though the man is rich, he only spends time with her when he's travelling or visiting his office branch in Canada, why he was able to be with her a few days and go home to his real wife, family after the office trip.
I pitied Dorothy that while comforting her that night when she was drinking whiskey, I joined her to pour out her feelings and sorrows to me. I got carried away and had sex that night. She was always nice, fragrant and smiling, I couldn't help but give in to her and realized that I loved her, as she loved me just the same. We remained secret lovers for a year but since I got a job in Milan as a store manager which one of my friend's hooked me up one time, I accepted it. I persuaded Dorothy to come with us to Italy but she didn't want to be a bother and that she love me anywhere I am. I never heard of her since. I hope that she's alright. I miss her just as I miss you and the other women who helped me all through-out these years.
It was never the sex, Sasa. It's the sisterhood, the connection, the intimacy of best friends, pals, soul mates, comrades, bitches coming together to help, uplift, love, defend, protect, serve, save and deliver each and every sister in need, in pain, suffering, in poverty, danger or injustice. I love her as I love you and Lillian who are the girls in my life now and always, Leila cried exhaling after she disclosed to me years of secrets and baggages she carried in her heart. I believe she was able to release everything that were weighing her down, the unforgiveness and guilt which were not all of what happened were really her fault but circumstances that happened and just happen in life. Leila and I were seated at my terrace on the second floor while sipping tea watching the breathtaking sunset in London.
I was about to tell Lei that we will be leaving the nest day due to I was called by Gerrie that I need to sign some papers for my office branches on Europe and the States. That is so swell!!! I didn't want to leave. I kind of like it here now that Lei already forgave me and we are the same just like the old times. I miss her and I missed this closeness and friendship, especially the sex. Hmmm!!!! I can still taste Lei and.....