I tell myself at the moment that it was stress and fatigue. Having to do all this is not easy. I felt a bit sorry for her at the moment but soon you will be a queen". That's what I kept repeating in my head. It's time to pronounce the vows the priest begins to pronounce the sentence of marriage sentence and it was already time to take our advice.
the priest pronounced the wedding vows. It's time to take our advice. He started with me:
_" Mr. Erick Varon, do you agree to take Miss Serena Williams as your wife? and love her throughout her life until death. Do your part? ''
_ "yes I do" all excited.
he turned to my sweetheart.
_ "miss Serena Williams do you agree to become miss Erick Varon? to love and cherish him all your life until death. Do your part?
my sweetheart didn't answer. for at least 5 seconds. I there touched the wrist to reassure her:
_ "baby the priest is talking to you "I said to her.
While the priest took up the question, while ardently pronouncing the words and staring at him. I turned to her watch to answer. finally, she decided to open her mouth. and all she answered was :
_ "no I'm not ready to suffer all the rest of my Life"
this "No" rang in my head like a hallucination. But I thought I was dreaming, but I think I heard correctly. I approached her to cup her face to better reassure her thinking that it was the stress that made her like that. But she walked away and continued
_ "No mister Varon I don't love you and I don't want to marry you. I refuse to be in a relationship with a baby who only dreams. What were you thinking? you don't even know how to think, you're always hiding in your friend Aaron's skirts.
At least he is wise. look, he's the one who manages your businesses, you're there dreaming, hovering over love. what do you think love does? it is dry, we don't feed on it. I don't like babies." she added before running away.
I no longer felt my feet on the ground. Despite the crowd screaming and screaming in front of her action, I didn't feel any noise. I was like faced with the dilemma of life or death and I had to die at all costs.
I thought I had the sky on my head, not sooner my whole head on my shoulders. I tried to run to catch up with her, but she quickly got into the limo where she arrived and ordered a quick ride back to her. I collapsed from where I was looking at my surroundings to be sure I wasn't dreaming I got Aaron to my back advancing towards me.
Everyone was already laughing, but he was advancing toward me. Seized with shame, I got up quickly, and took the wheel of the car in which I arrived, without even hearing what Aaron had to say or to tell to me. I headed to the airport and took my private jet since it was already ready to take off. I had planned to take Serena for rounding the world after our marriage. I flew very far from the world.
For several months, I hovered, I suffered, I thought I could go mad. Love has disappointed me. I took refuge in social networks, in alcohol, and sometimes in drugs. I started in the ''marijuana'' to better forget. Yes, I was in pain. It was then that one day I decided to speak up and confront Aaron. I miss my brother. I quickly contacted my agency, and fortunately, he was the one who answered my call. Yes, he is my brother. He was so glad to see me. I gave him my contact details but asked him not to look for me. I need to rebuild myself. I must become strong. He also made sure my businesses were running smoothly and I was even amazed at my bank numbers.
my favorite hobbies were social media, meditation, and reading. browsing social networks one evening, I discovered a page of confidence where we needed to speak anonymously without being recognized.
After reading several stories, I decided to also confide in anonymity. I told my story. I received several comments from all tastes, good and bad, but the page manager asked me to write to his inbox. what I did, she was the right person. Talking to him made me feel good.talking did me a lot of good. I clung to him. The manager had enormous knowledge, this feeling of always feeling good when talking to someone.
During all this time, he was always there to listen to me and better advise me. Thanks to her, I still managed to get out of alcohol and drugs. It was difficult but I managed. I undertook one day to meet him personally since this person and I are in the same city on this island.
Something she did not refuse, he is just a sugar this person helped me and understood me even without knowing me. The appointment has already been taken and fixed in a restaurant of the place. It was still the first time I met someone since my ex-human disappointments.