A few months after the incident took place, Alysa became a very quiet girl. He is not very liked by his college friends, there is only Zahra who wants to be his friend because he is also alone on campus.
The girl's attitude was not like her attitude in high school. She becomes more arrogant and doesn't care about her surroundings, even her once very feminine appearance has now turned into a very tomboyish one.
With her hair tied up, she always wears jeans and uses a big motorbike. Rarely did the girl smile at the lecturers or other students, the girl who used to be very active in the Organization is now a butterfly student (home-study).
Since losing Dirgan, the girl has become violent towards the boys. Despite her tomboyish appearance, the girl is also being targeted by many students on campus. For example in several cases.
Flashback On ...
On that day, the lecturer determined a task with group work, but no one wanted to accommodate Alysa.
"Ma'am's permission. He is the same as me. Also PDKT." said Wahid, one of his classmates.
Cheers filled the classroom at that time, but the girl easily answered.
"I can do it myself, ma'am, it's useless for the group if it's just me doing it." Said the girl.
The next example, today is Friendship Night but the girl forgot to bring the firewood ordered by the committee. There was one man who brought his firewood and said.
"Alysa, I'll just use what I am. I'm a guy, so I'll look for it myself later," said Robby.
Again the girl answered, "I'm a girl but I don't need pity, I can find the firewood myself," said the girl leaving Robby who was frozen.
Examples of the last incident, actually there are still many but this is the worst thing for one of the students who approached Alysa.
That day was the day that the Student Orientation Period ended, there was one senior who liked the girl, her name was Petra. With his good looks, he ventured to ask Alysa to be his lover in front of all the new students and the entire committee.
It is said that no one will reject Petra, because she is the target of all students in her class. The man loudly declared his love.
"Alysa, can you be my girlfriend?" said Petra while kneeling with flowers in her hands.
All the students cheered for the girl to accept Petra, but not with a small heart. Instead of answering the girl just took out her phone and said.
"Hello, dear?" And left Petra who was still kneeling in the campus field.
Flashback Off.
Some of these incidents made the girl shunned by all students except Zahra. Actually, at first Zahra approached Alysa to be her friend, the girl refused, but Zahra continued to approach Alysa on the pretext that she didn't care how bad the girl's treatment was.
One thing that makes the girl melt is where Zahra is shunned because of her poor child, then Zahra also has no parents and lives in an orphanage which reminds her of Kelly, one of the children she met before.
"Are there any events after class? Let's go to the bookstore, shall we?" take Zahra.
The girl looked at the clock, realizing that it was already 3 pm the girl immediately left, leaving Zahra who was still sitting waiting for Alysa's answer.
"Again I was left behind," said the girl while showing a sullen expression.
The girl immediately rushed her motorbike and headed for the restaurant, she bought 50 portions of food which the food was distributed at the orphanage where Kelly lived.
The girl's attitude at the orphanage is much different from that on campus, the girl shows a happy face every time she distributes food to the orphanage. Only in this way did he treat his guilt towards Dirgan.
The girl always remembers the kindness of her former lover. Regarding Karin, the girl had also tried to meet him.
However, it turned out that Karin was also declared dead while pregnant, whether it was true or not about the matter where Dirgan was the father of the baby Karin was carrying, but the girl still felt guilty for her harsh words at that time.
Now the girl sat on a park bench and closed her eyes and breathed in the fresh air around her.
"Alysa?" The little boy sat beside Alysa who was silent.
"Sis?"
The girl woke up from her calm. "Why Kelly?" the girl asked.
The child explained that recently he had often felt bad things, either from his body that sometimes became down or the bad dreams that came to him.
The girl also often dreams of losing track of her brother when she grows up, hearing that reminds Alysa of the incident where the girl lost track of Dirgan forever.
Alysa hugged the boy tightly. The girl missed Dirgan, she missed Dirgan's arms, she missed her lover now and forever.
"Kelly, don't be sad, it's just a flower bed. Kelly do you know why brother is often here lately?" The boy shook his head.
"The person you love is gone forever, you are down but you also have to get up for your life in the future. That's why I want you to always be strong no matter what happens," Alyssa said.
That hope always appears in Alysa's mind even though it's only 0.1%. The girl always hoped Dirgan would come back. The girl returned home after the event at the orphanage was over, again the girl was driving the motorbike at maximum speed.
The girl almost bumped into a big motorbike user, but luckily the motorbike was still under control. Seeing from the rearview mirror that the user looked fine, the girl immediately started her motorbike again. Where did Alysa get home? As usual there was only the girl alone at home, Mama Alena and Rayhan were working and would come home this afternoon.
The girl's habit now is no longer studying or watching Korean dramas, but listening to Korean pop music using the speakers at home. She also often covers several dances that are uploaded on her YouTube, which is a big turn from Alysa's past life to the current one.
Even though it was only a short period of time, but the incident made him this messed up. While the girl was enjoying her habit, Rayhan came to stop her, he turned off the speaker and turned off the song Alysa was playing.
"You have no right to enter my room at will and stop what I like," said the girl who played back the music.
Now the laptop used by Alysa was seized by Rayhan, "Sa, it's not like this. It's enough for you to make Mama and sister dizzy thinking about your attitude like this. Please, Sa. So Alysa first," Ryan said firmly.
The girl didn't listen to her sister's words, instead she played with her cellphone and lay down on the bed, a little annoyed that Rayhan grabbed the cellphone.
"Alyssa Alexandra!" Call the man out loud.
Now Alysa looked at the man. "Then what should I do? Can I be rich before Dirgan comes back? I just want Dirgan, Dirgan!" The girl replied in a slightly resigned tone.
Hearing his sister say Dirgan words again made the man's heart sliced, he knew very well how to lose half a heart that had been given completely. Now Rayhan hugs Alysa and apologizes for his hurtful words Alysa.