Irish was like a sicko, and she also thought so.
Generally speaking, Irish would never break into others' office because she was a psychologist, and she knew she would become a buffoon who performed antics before the public while others would come to watch the fun. Perhaps it was because of the sterile inner world of people which made them interested in such a farce.
However, sometimes people can't remain reasonable or calm all the time. It was like they were unable to keep calm if a robber robbed them and killed their family. Nobody could keep calm under such an occasion.
Irish could not bear her career being ruined by others again and again.