I told rose everything and she was sorry for me.
"It's good you didn't tell him" she said
"Huh, why?"
"He has a girlfriend, a beautiful one at that" Rose said
I didn't know what to do, so Fernand had a girlfriend and I was busy having a crush on him? what a fool I was, waiting for prince charming to confess, I stand no chance.
"Janice, a crush is not what you need right now, you need to focus, our senior final exams is around the corner. I'm not saying having a crush is not good but don't let it distract you and I don't like Ivan, I actually have another crush" Rose said and I felt embarrassed once more.
I forgot,I wrote about her and ivan, you can't blame me, they were too close.
I told rose I wanted to be alone, I was weak.
When she left, I resumed crying, I cried till my eyes almost fell out.
The next day, rose asked if I was fine in school and I told her "yes"
"I'm sorry for reading your diary"
"It's okay, I forgive you" I muttered, I was quick to forget whatever anyone did to me, I don't take matters to heart.
My family which consists of me and my aunt relocated far away from school, so I couldn't come to school anymore, I tried to forget about Fernand but it was hard, I wrote my final exams and an admission exam but though i didn't passed my admission exam at my first attempt but I did after I tried thrice, by then it was three years later and I got admitted to a university
In my second year at the University, I was more outspoken than before and I met Fernand once more, it turns out he was studying in the same university, in his third year.