I became friends with him and we were close to some extent, he didn't have a girlfriend anymore and I was happy because I still like the douchebag, so I decided to confess.
"What!" Fernand shouted when I summoned courage to say something.
"I don't like you, like that!" He said
Fernand really broke my heart with his words, a guy I have loved, right from high school, I don't know if it was my fault or his, I seriously needed someone to blame.
I thought he liked me too but I was wrong.
I cried another round of years.
I realized something, whenever I tried liking another guy, I forget about Fernand for the main time but when I see him again, he makes my heart race and I suddenly remembered my undying love for him, it makes me doubt if it was true love.
After graduation I got a good job and was given an official car and house, I focused mainly on my job and well being, then I met David. You remember David, the guy everyone said was into me, he is Fernand's cousin.
We got talking and we really had things in common, he had changed into a handsome young man, who knew how to take his responsibility seriously, we started dating, everything was going on smoothly until I met fernand again, I was confused on who I really loved, was it David or Fernand who has turned me down?
It was even more confusing because Fernand was now interested in me, my inner mind told me to strike it but I choosed Fernand.
David cried so much when I told him, I wanted a breakup, I knew he loved me but I loved his cousin. I was happy for him, when I was told he got married.
I got married to Fernand and I was the happiest woman on earth, he was a good and caring husband, not until he started keeping late nights.
I confronted him but he lied to me, that it was some business meeting, then I caught him with a girl on our matrimonial bed, it was the height of it, he didn't respect me at all.
"It's not what you think" Fernand said looking remorseful
"I can't believe you are telling her that, didn't you say she was boring" the whore said Hissing.
I was surprised, me "boring"? Like seriously?
"What's she saying?" I asked, fernard tried speaking but she interrupted him
"He doesn't love you, he never did, he only wanted to get married to you because he wanted to show off to his cousin that he got you, wrapped in his fingers like a puppet.
Fernand just stood there, staring at me, It seems he wanted me to hear all these, he didn't even stop her
"Fernard is it?…"
" It's true, I never loved you" he said sighing.
" So, you had to go to this extent?" I asked
" I wanted to enjoy, all what David was saying, he really loves and adore you so much but because your head was filled with my awesomeness, you decided to leave him, I'm tired of you, you are so boring"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing, I made sure to give him a very hot slap but it didn't satisfy me, I hissed and walked away.
I packed my bags but Fernand didn't even beg me, I went with my bags and looked at the house.
The man I grew to love or infatuated with, David loved me but I was stupid to throw that love away.
I felt my insides tighten, why didn't I notice?
Why did I choose to be blinded?
The guy was there all along, he love me but I was so infatuated with his cousin.
In the end, I got neither Fernard non David.
I totally lost it!
The end.