"I never wanted them to feel the loss of losing a friend without having tried everything that they could in order to save him. I could not save my other friends like I wished I could have. I still wonder if only we had been careful enough in understanding her cravings and her problem or maybe kept an eye then Meredith along with the others all could have been saved. "
"I had been the disloyal one and saved myself and killed my own friend instead of dying with the others. I felt guilty for wanting to live in a world without them and I didn't want them to feel that way. I didn't want anything to break your group apart."
These had been the few things that Neo had said yesterday after which he had decided to retire for the night first, unable to face the others anymore.
