I stood behind the store doors in awe. It was filled to the brim with sex toys I could have never imagined. Vibrators are shaped like stones and rabbits. Dildos the colors pink, yellow, and green. The smell of the store breached through its doors. The scent begged me to come in and explore. I hesitated. I have never done, nor seen anything related to sexual pleasure. That is until recently when my friend France introduced me to Kareem. A tall 6"2 man with light skin and tattoos. Something about the way he looked at me when we talked made me want to explore more of myself when he was around.
I would often get lost in thought about how he would gaze at me while I do it. I'm sure he'd bite his lip itching to touch me, and I would let him. I would want him to do with me the way he would do to any other girl that laid aimlessly on his lap getting rammed into. Their mind would go blank from the intense pleasure, trying their best to contain their voice.
"You okay there?" a voice suddenly said from beside me. I snapped back to reality. "What," I replied in confusion. The person beside me looked even more confused than I was. He had fair skin and captivating hazel eyes. His lips were the color of pink roses and mud, and his dark wavy hair was pulled back into a high man bun. He was well built. His pecks sat firmly in the grey sweater he was wearing.
"Are you alright ma'am?" he repeated. I looked around to notice that I was smack dab in the middle of the sex store. A sex toy held tightly in my grasp. I was embarrassed. "Oh...um...yeah...sorry," I replied. I could feel my face flush. God this was not how I wanted my day to go. "No need to apologize," he smirked. " Are you ready for checkout or are you still looking?" he pointed a finger to the sex toy in my hand. I looked down to see it read 'Misses pleasure' on it. It was a vibrator the color pink with a max level of 5. The size of it was massive. I could feel my whole body heat up as I quickly shoved the toy back onto the self. The man chuckled at me. If I could I would have punched him in those pearly white teeth of his.
"First time in a sex shop?" he teasingly asked me as he slipped his hands into his pants pockets. I let out an awkward cough and fixed myself up.
"As a matter of fact ... um..uh-"
"Bernard, but call me Ben." he interrupted.
" Well as a matter of fact Bernard-"
"Ben." he cut me off again, but this time with a stern voice.
I cleared my throat and continued. "Ben," I corrected myself. " Yes, this is my first time in a sex shop." I finally stated. He sighed and crossed his arms while slowly looking at me up and down. "Well, I can say for sure that won't work for you." he gestured to the 'Misses Pleasure' toy awkwardly placed on the self. I quickly took my gaze back away from it and placed it on him. Hasn't this man had enough of embarrassing me? "I know what will do you nicely," he said. " how would you-" before I could finish my sentence he slid past me and began walking in the opposite direction. He motioned for me to follow him. I was oddly curious. What could he know about me? He doesn't even know me. The further we got to the back of the store the crazier the toys became. Dildos because whips and vibrators became chains and ball gags.
We eventually came to a stop in an aisle full of chokers, feather dusters, paddles, strap-ons, and more. I looked around in awe. I never knew this side of the world existed. To think people could get this crazy to live their sexual fantasies amazed me. He stopped and picked up a choker that had silver chains hanging from it and the word 'Daddies Girl' printed across it. I stared at it. Surely he didn't think I was going to put this on. He turned over to me and grabbed my hand. I jolted in surprise.
" here," he said.
"Surely this isn't what you meant," I protested. I shoved the choker back into his hands.
"This is for sure what a girl like you likes" he insisted.
" How do you know what I like Ben"
He took a step closer and looked me in the eyes. His eyes looked like an endless pit that could swallow me whole. A shiver ran down my spine. "Because I know what good girls like you need" he whispered. I flinched, knocking myself into the self. Paddles and whips fall onto me.
"WHAT'S GOING ON BACK THEIR." a voice yells from the front. Ben quickly picks me up and yells back. " SORRY BOSS." he apologizes. He shoves the choker back into my hand. " Go to check out I'll meet you there soon," he says. "You do know how to get back?" he teasingly asks. "Do you know how to be quiet" I sarcastically say back. He laughs and begins picking up the toys and placing them back onto the self. "Don't get lost." he laughs. I let out an annoyed laugh as I make my way out of the aisle. I look at the chocker and roll my eyes, sitting the chocker on the nearest surface. Embarrassed by the day's events I swiftly make my way out of the doors and towards my car. My face was covered in the process.
I prayed this would be the last time I see Ben, but deep down I knew it wasn't. If only I paid attention to that feeling.