There's a vacant throne and the heavenly divine beings in white were guarding it. And one of them gave me a sword. He trained me in sword fighting. At first I hesitated, doubted myself, unable to follow him...
I was struggling along the road, a long difficult road. I felt so tired and empty handed.
The narrow road is so dusty and on my other side was a body of water, like a pond or a swamp.
The water looked like a dirty dark one.
Something was pushing me to go on walking no matter how tired I am, moving forward on that straight narrow road.
I had no idea what's the end of the road or what kind of place it was.
Then, along the way, I saw a crying sickly child. The baby suddenly appeared out of nowhere on my left, in the middle of the pond.
I was so confused on what to do. I was hesitating to go on, and wanted to go back to get the child.
However if I decide to stop and go back for the child, I might stuck on the pond and cannot go on anymore.
I thought it was impossible for me to arrive at my destination if I will look back.
And something, within me was telling it's just an ILLUSION, a temptation along the way to hinder my purpose.
I felt not good and my intuition was telling me that the child was just a trick.
So I heeded the warning, and ignore that child in the pond.
Then, suddenly the child disappeared like a bubble in the air. It's indeed an illusion like a dark magic trick made by the dark forces.
I tried hard to continue, struggling along the road, my feet were so heavy as if I was dragging it the whole time.
Finally, I came at the end of the road.
I saw an area, a spacious one. I saw a woman and she resembled to my cousin, a teacher.
And I saw a number of men in white clothes. Their clothing was very long, and each was holding a sword.
There's a throne in the center, but the throne was still vàcant. I didn't see anyone sitting on it, but those men in white clothes were standing beside it, as if they were all guarding that vàcant throne.
The throne had some markings below it, near the footstool, and one of the words was, "Police".
Then, one of the men in white approached me, bringing a sword. He's extending a sword towards me, he was giving it to me and I was so hesitant to accept it.
And later on, I just accepted the sword. Next, I found myself sparring with him already using the sword he gave. But I was struggling to defend myself against him. I was just following his steps, and tried hard to imitate his movements.
It's like he's training me on how to use the sword. We had practiced sword fighting for a few minutes but it seemed that it's so hard for me to do it, then I stopped. I hesitated to go on again, I doubted myself.
I decided to turn my back and to just leave.
However, I changed my mind and returned back to him.
This time, I was firm to my decision and decided to follow the man in white like a heavenly divine being (or an angel) again.
In my second try, this time, everything went on smoothly.
I could follow him now, feeling the movement of my body that was also in harmony with the movement of my sword. Now my body was also in rhythm to the movement of the sword.
I was now able to follow the movement and smooth flow of my master's sword. Finally, I had that confidence in myself. I made it eventually.
-By Anne
A Dream. year 2014