Nicholas headed to the bathroom. I slinked to the fridge and grabbed a hunk of provolone that I had hidden amongst the vegetables.
When the phone rang, I ignored it because eating was much more important at that moment.
And since Nicholas already had the shower running, he would not hear the phone ringing, so he would not know I was not answering it, or so I guessed.
As I heard the shower shut off, I jabbed the cheese behind the lettuce and went for the phone.
Nicholas was the sort who had answered the phone during dinner rather than subject someone to the answering machine.
I strived to live up to his example at least when he was around. I was still halfway across the apartment when the machine clicked on.
My recorded voice sang out a nauseatingly cheery greeting and asked the caller to leave a message. This one did.
"Aria? It is Jeremy." I stopped in mid-stride. "Please do well to call me. It is important." His voice spored off.
The phone sounded with a sharp intake of breath. To have issued a "call me or else" ultimatum, I knew exactly that he wanted to say more, but he could not, because we had an agreement.
He could not just come here or send any of the others here. I managed to resist the desire to stick out my tongue at the answering machine.
Nyah-nyah-nyah, you can not get me, maturity is highly overrated.
"It is urgent, Ariana," Jeremy continued. "You know I would not have called if it was not."
Nicholas reached for the phone, but Jeremy had already hung up. He lifted the receiver and held it out to me.
I averted my gaze and walked to the couch.
"Are you not going to call back?" he said.
"He did not leave a number," I responded.
"He sounded as if he expected you to have it. Who was it anyway?" Nicholas asked.
"A—uh—second cousin."
"So my mysterious orphan has a family? I will have to meet this cousin someday."
"You wouldn't want to."
He laughed. "Turn about fair play. I inflicted my family on you. Now's your chance for revenge.
After Betsy's shower, you will want to sic your worst on me. Dig up the mad cousins who have been locked in attics for years.
Though, crazy attic-dwelling cousins would probably be the best kind.
Definite dinner party interest. Better than the great-aunts who have told you the same story since childhood and fall asleep over dessert."
I rolled my eyes. "Ready for that walk yet?"
"Let me finish my shower. How about giving 411 a call?"
"And get dinged with a service charge whether they find the number or not?"
"It is less than a buck. We can afford it. So make the call. If you can't find his number, maybe you can get someone else who can give you his number. There must be more of these cousins, right?"
"You think they have phone service in those attics? They're lucky if they get electric lighting."
Call, him back." he said, giving a mock growl as he disappeared into the bathroom.
Once he was out of the room, I stared at the phone. Nicholas may have joked about it, but I knew he expected me to call Jeremy back.
Why wouldn't he? It was what any decent human being would do.
Nicholas had heard the message, heard the urgency in Jeremy's voice. So by refusing to return what seemed to be a very important call, I'd appear callous, uncaring. A human would call back. The kind of woman I wanted to be would call back.
I could pretend I had made the call. It was tempting, but it wouldn't stop Jeremy from phoning again . . . and again . . . and again.
This wasn't the first time he'd tried communicating with me in the past few days.
Werewolves share some degree of telepathy. Most werewolves ignored it, preferring less mystical ways of communication.
Jeremy had refined the ability to art, mainly because it gave him one more way to get under our skin and harass us until we did his bidding.
While he'd been trying to contact me, I'd been blocking him. So he'd resorted to the phone.
Not quite as effective as bombarding someone's brain, but after a few days of filled message tapes, I'd cave in, if only to get rid of him.
I stood next to the phone, closed my eyes, and inhaled. I could do this. I could make the call, find out what Jeremy wanted, politely thank him for letting me know, and refuse to do whatever it was he demanded, knowing full well he was going to demand something of me.
Even if Jeremy was the Pack Alpha and I'd been conditioned to obey him, I didn't have to do it anymore. I wasn't Pack. He had no control over me.
I lifted the receiver and punched in the numbers from memory. It rang four times, then the machine picked up. A recorded voice started, not Jeremy's deep tones, but a Southern drawl that made me fumble to hang up before I heard the entire message.
Sweat broke out along my forehead. The air in the apartment seemed to have shot up ten degrees and lost half its oxygen.
I wiped my hands over my face, gave my head a sharp shake, and went to find my shoes for my walk with Nicholas.
Before breakfast the next morning, Nicholas asked what Jeremy had wanted.
I admitted that I hadn't been able to get in touch with him, but promised to keep trying.
After we ate, Nicholas went downstairs to get the newspaper. I called Jeremy and once more got the answering machine.
As much as I hated to admit it, I was starting to worry. It was not my fault.
Being concerned about my former Pack brothers was instinctive, something I couldn't control. Or, at least, that's what I told myself when my heart pounded on the third unanswered call.
Jeremy should have been there. He rarely went far from Stone-haven, preferring to rule from his throne of power and send his minions to do his dirty work.
Okay, that wasn't a fair assessment of Jeremy's leadership style, but I was in no mood to be complimentary.
He'd told me to call and, goddamn it, he should have been there when I did.
When Nicholas came back, I was hovering over the phone, glaring down at it as if I could mentally force Jeremy to pick up.
"Still no answer?" Nicholas said.
I shook my head. He studied my face more closely than I liked. As I turned away, he crossed the room and put his hand on my shoulder.
"You're worried."
"Not really. I just..."
"It's okay, hon. If it were my family, I'd be worried. Maybe you should go there. See what's wrong. It sounded urgent."
I pulled away. "No, that's ridiculous. I'll keep calling..."
"It's family, hon," he said; as if that answered any argument I could come up with. For him, it did. That was one thing I couldn't argue with.
When Nicholas and I first became serious, the lease on his apartment came up and he'd made it clear he wanted to move in with me, but I'd resisted.
Then he'd taken me to his family reunion. I'd met his mother and his father and his sister and seen how he interacted with them, how integral they were to his life. The next day I'd told him not to extend his lease.
Now Nicholas expected me to go to the aid of someone he thought was my family. If I refused, would he think I wasn't the kind of person he wanted? I wouldn't take that chance.
I promised to keep trying. I promised if I didn't get hold of Jeremy by noon, I'd fly to New York State to see what was wrong.
Each time I called over the next few hours, I prayed for an answer. The only reply I got was the click of the answering machine.
Then after lunch, Nicholas drove me to the airport.