{ Mom looking upset }
Mom : " If I have wake you up a little bit earlier then you Don't have to see a bad dream! "
[ I try to smile and act like that was nothing to me. it was just a bad dream ]
Sara : Mom, It was nothing to me! I am strong! You know! I am your daughter. I am strong like a mountain!
( Mom smile on me, she pet my heir)
Mom : I know that you are strong.. But I also know that you are weak like me!
( I know that she feel very worried for me all the time)
Sara : Mom, I am feeling hungry! I want to eat some thing!
( Mom's eye 's become big and she grab my ear)
Mom : I told you to eat before get to bed.. Now you are feeling hungry! Huh?
( Mom grab my ear so heard. I feel like my ear going to tear apart from my body)
Sare : Aaaah! Mom! Mom! Aaaah! leave my ear! it hurt! it hurt very bad!
( Mom leave my ear)
Mom : Scilly girl. You need to eat timely!
[ But I feel like she just make my ear one Inch longer than Before ]
Sara : Yes, Mom I understand!
[ I wonder why she is like this, after father died. She faced so many hardships to raised me and my elder sister Tina ]
Sara : Mom, I want to have some instead noodles for dinner !
{ Mom looked at me }
Mom : You are not going to have any instead noodles now! I have made denier for us.. Come at the dinner table!
[ I Looked at her! She is angry now . She is not allowing me to have some instead noodles ]
Sara : Okay, Mom!.
{ at the dinner table, Mom looked at me }
Mom : Are you havening a heard time in sleeping at night?
( I wonder how did she come to know that I am havening heard time to sleep at night)
[ I can't say that I am havening heard time to sleep at night, she will be worried about me then]
Mom : Took to me dear? Are you Okay?
[ I smile ]
Sara : Mom, I am okey. I am fit and Fine.
( She pet my heir)
Mom : If you have any problem. Than took to me. I am here! Always!
[ Smile and look at her eyes. her eyes are different from usual ]
Sara : Okeydoke, Mom.
( My mom's phone start to ring.)
[ Mom pick the phone up and sew the call is from my elder sister Tina ]
Mom :" Hello, Tina,
How are you, dear?
Oo, Okay, I will call you Back later! "
( I don't know what Tina just said But mom look so worried now)
Sara : Mom, What happened, Why are you looking like that?
( Mom with weak voice)
Mom : Nothing, Dear, finish your dinner. Go to your room and study!
( Some things just happened but mom don't want to told me about that)
Sara : Okey,.Then it's fine. If every thing is okey then okay!
[ I don't want to make her more worried. So I just stop asking. If it's necessary she will told me by her self. I Do not want to force her! ]
Sara : Okey, Mom. I am full. Now I am going to my room, for do some study, If you need my help, just call me! "
[ Mom looked at me with a Sweet smile ]
Mom : Your help, little girl you are just 18 and I am 39. I Don't need your help!
[ I start joking ]
Sara : Yes, Mom, I am just 18 and You areee 39...