[ Mom looked at me ]
Mom: Little girl are you calling me old!
[ O o, No, I poke my mom ]
Sara : No, Mom. I am not calling you old. You are a beautiful woman!
How can I call you old?
[ I lough and start poking her ]
Sara : Mom, You are so beautiful ! I was thinking that why don't you get married aging? It's been 8 year's. after Father died!
[ Mom give me a weak smile ]
Mom : I have some responsibilities my dear! And I Don't need a man!
[ I know her responsibilities are me ]
Sara : I know your responsibilities are me!
[ Mom hold my hand ]
Mom : You are not Only my responsibility. You are my happiness!
[ I hold her hand tightly ]
Sara : Mom, I know, I am not old enough But I want to help you! You can took to me!
{ Mom smile at me }
Mom: My little Baby girl is growing up so fast! But still you are just a 18 years old kid! So just let your mother handle it!
Sara : At lest tell me what happened?
( Mom take a deep breath)
Mom: Your sister Tina's husband is doing domestic violence.
( well, I am not shocked)
[ I know that would happened ]
{ Me, My Mom and sister Tina it's was our sweet family }
Sara : Okey then. But what can we Do now, Mom?
Mom : Let's see what happened?
Sara : Okey. I am going to my room now. You go and get some sleep now, Mom !
( I get back to my room)
{ I am lying on my bed }
Sara : All man's are same!
[ I start think about My Dad. He was not a good father at all if I say, To be honest he was not a good husband at all.. When I was 10 he died at the age of 51 by a car accident. I am not sad that he died, Because he use to do domestic violence. I grow up at a environment which is not a perfect environment for a human child to grow up. Some night I sew my mom to cry all night. My father bet my mom all most every Day. My mom was helpless Because my mom can't even divorced my father. My mother's friend told about my father. My father was my Grandma's friends brother. My Grandma was a very pure hearted person. she Trust her friends word But it was a bad dream for my mother. My mother get married at the age of 12.. You can say Child marriage. And my father was 32 Back than . My mom had my sister at age of 14 and at at age of 21 she had me. My father stop my mom's study after my mom get married. My father use to say that " I want a housewife not a working women. " My mom didn't say a word to her family about my father. But when my mom had my sister he did not even come to the hospital to see her. Back then my mom told every thing to her mother . But it was too late to say. Because then my mom had my sister. My father died than and her mother was leavening with her son. My mom was not educated to have a good job for her. ]