08:00 Saturday 2010

It feels like its been a long day and yet I just woke up. The daily task reminder(alarm) came like an unexpected cyclone of terror that cannot be foreseen terrorizing me in my dreams sending out a devastating noise of sound waves entering my ears waking me up from my slumber -damn that alarm!!!. But such is life "expect the unexpected" which is ridiculous if you ask me to believe an alarm could terrorise me in my dreams how do i prepare for that.

Speaking of unforeseen cyclones its been a month since i finished high school and boy oh boy oh boy have I been deceived .....school life.... and actual life are not the same. The thought strikes me every once in a while like waking up to a unexpected mouse sleeping on your chest (but that's a story for another day). Ring the bells of war! Prepare my Calvary ! Sharpen my sword! for i have been deceived oh such great deception. I have had days when I would create a scenario in my head where i confront my teachers and principal for not preparing me for the turmoil that awaits but after careful analysis and foreshadowing a few possibilities I came to the conclusion that I had become the embodiment of entitlement. To change this I decided i shall prepare myself for these outskirts I am about to enter. After careful psychoanalysis and identifying my weaknesses and strengths the chosen weapon that shall make my enemys wish they had rather fought a shark barefist will be none other than knowledge.

UNMASKED

Knowledge shall play the role of excilabar helping me venture through monstrous terrains leaving a trail of victory well let's be frank sometimes defeat but the point is I have a weapon. My weapon can also help me fight against the ever so evolving "character development" who is both my teacher and enemy.

The only time I am able to unmask myself is when i am writing down my thoughts I must say it feels good removing my social mask in a familiar environment either way dear journal my thought process has become more calculated and has adapted to my environment surely this sends chills down my spine.

There is a possibility that power may corrupt me making me forget about everyone else becoming arrogant and egotistical I can't allow power to control me otherwise I run the risk of doing everything myself if that were to ever happen I would surely be destined for failure. Now that I have UNMASKED my thoughts let the games begin.