After releasing her longing for a long time with a very deep kiss, Luna broke the kiss and then buried her head in Alvaro's warm chest.
"I miss Alva so much, I miss you so much. You have absolutely no idea how I lived my life in the Northern base without you." said Luna with her crying voice starting to sound in Alvaro's ears.
Alvaro swallowed his saliva, hearing Luna's words felt pain in his heart. The feeling of longing that came out of Luna's lips really threw his longing feelings even deeper.
"I miss you too, Luna. You also don't know what I feel here when I'm away from you." Alvaro said in a hoarse voice, gently rubbing Luna's back.
Luna tightened her arms even more when she heard Alvaro's confession who also had the same longing as her.
"I'm sorry Alvaro, I had to stay away from you. I don't want to hurt Zenita's heart, it's better for me to be hurt than to see Zenita's hurt heart," said Luna, sobbing in Alvaro's arms.
This was the first time Luna cried in front of Alvaro, Luna could no longer hold back her sadness considering she had lost Zenita and had also lost her love.
Alvaro closed his eyes, feeling Luna's longing and love that he felt again.
"Don't cry anymore, since when did my Luna become a crybaby." Alvaro said while wiping the tears that flowed down Luna's cheeks.
"I can no longer hold back my sadness. I have lost Zenita. All this time I have sacrificed so that Zenita is happy for the rest of her life. But it turns out that my sacrifice can't fulfill Zenita's wish to be able to live with you." Luna said as she let go of Alvaro's arms then walked to the sofa and sat in silence.
Holding his still limp body, Alvaro approached Luna and sat beside her.
"Everything we return to God's destiny, Luna. Everything that happens sometimes is not what we want. I've also tried to make your wish come true by marrying Zenita. And I never really thought of Zenita's destiny ending like this." said Alvaro squeezing his hands, remembering clearly when he saw Zenita's pale, lifeless face in his arms.
"I miss Zenita so much, Al. I still can't accept this. I still can't believe Zenita isn't with us anymore." Luna said while covering her face with her hands. Luna didn't want to look fragile in Alvaro's eyes anymore.
"I miss Zenita a lot too, Luna. I've tried my best for Luna's happiness. I have also felt the tenderness and warmth of Zenita's affectionate love." Alvaro said honestly with his feelings.
Luna lifted her head, looking full at Alvaro's face.
"I'm grateful you've felt Zenita's great love for you." Luna said with an uncertain feeling between happiness and jealousy.
"But what I feel has never changed my feelings of love for you Luna. It's so different, I can feel it." said Alvaro returned Luna's gaze with a gaze full of love.
"No Alvaro, you can't love me anymore. We can no longer be together. There is Zenita's love between us. You yourself know what Zenita wants? she wants us to remain friends and I don't want to disappoint Zenita." said Luna as she got up from her seat but Alvaro's hand very quickly pulled her hand until her body fell into Alvaro's arms.
Luna was silent in Alvaro's lap, Alvaro's gaze was like a blue lake that could drown her heart in a very deep longing.
Slowly Alvaro grabbed the nape of Luna's neck. Still in a longing gaze, Alvaro kissed Luna's half-open red lips.
Luna's heartbeat raced in the longing desire that had been stored for years. Alvaro's style of kissing didn't change at all, still with the sensation of small kisses but so deep that they could send a stinging sensation that spread throughout her body.
Silently, Luna closed her eyes still feeling the kiss in Alvaro that was getting more brutal and crazy.
"Alva, stop it... I beg you to stop Al." Luna said as Alvaro began to crawl down the crook of her neck leaving a reddish trail there.
"I won't stop until you confess our love, Luna? Tell me?! Can you resist this unavoidable love for us?" Alvaro said while rubbing and feeling around Luna's neck.
Luna did not answer what Alvaro said other than closing her eyes feeling the warmth of Alvaro's touches that spread throughout her body.
"Say Luna? what do you feel right now? has your residence answered everything??" asked Alvaro looking at Luna's beautiful face, which was still closed.
Luna slowly opened her eyes, staring into Alvaro's eagle eyes which implied a longing.
"We can't be like this Alva, our relationship will betray Zenita. Zenita doesn't want us to be lovers again. She just wants to see us as friends, and forever like that." Luna said while moving her face away from Alvaro's face.
"What are you saying Luna? Don't make excuses with what Zenita says. Zenita said that because she was going to marry me. At a time like this, Zenita definitely understands what we feel." said Alvaro, very shocked to hear Luna's words, who always decided unilaterally.
"You won't understand Alva, it's very different what a woman thinks of a man. The feelings we once had will not be so easy to rebuild. I don't want Zenita to be disappointed in me." Luna said biting her lower lip feeling guilty at Zenita.
"True, I never really understood. All this time I did not understand! I don't understand how I can accept Zenita's love when I clearly don't love her. I also don't understand why I would just want to get engaged to Zenita. It's all my fault, I don't understand you!" said Alvaro while rubbing his face with hurt feelings.
Luna lifted her face, Alvaro's words were like a very hard slap to her.
Everything Alvaro did was all on her will.
"I'm sorry Alva... I'm sorry." Luna said with a guilty look.