He pulls back out into the road, and I watch him contentedly, still amazed at how our bodies were craving for each other, a comfortable silence fills up, I can see the sadness behind his eyes still, he must have loved her so much, I will try to cheer him up to ease up the pain in him, I did be optimistic to see him smile, I will try my best to keep him smiling, all the time.
I don't know what happened to him for not being able to save his friend but I'm pretty sure he must have loved her so much.
When we get in I sit on the couch and Jason, said he was going to shower, I turn my Netflix on to watch my favorite show Stranger things.
After I've almost done two episodes, Jason comes prancing in with his hair still wet from the shower and with no t-shirt on and a black jogger showing off his defined V-line and a six-pack, I trace the tattoos on his body and find a small initial around his chest titled Sel, I'm not sure what it stands for but I find it nice and a bit odd, I've heard that name before but I'm not sure where.
" What are you watching?" he asks as he sits beside me.
God, please! don't tempt me into losing my Virginity this way.
" Your classes start tomorrow are you ready?" he questions.
I nod slightly.....
I will be back he starts and walks out vastly for the exit.
I finish the whole season and he's still not back, I stand walking to my room. I quickly take my shower and change int to y pajama shorts and a spaghetti top revealing my tits. I'm pretty sure he won't come to sleep in with me.
I start preparing for my class tomorrow, I'm so excited to start my classes. I'm so eager to make new friends too.
A slight knock sounds in my ears and I look towards the door, "don't come in" I raise my voice loud enough for him to hear.
The door slowly opens revealing Kate.
She looks at me from top to bottom in awe.
" What?" I wave at her.
she shakes her head, "It's something urgent it's about um your roommate Jason, he's so drunk, and he won't let anyone take him back home so I was wondering if maybe you could be the one to help him get back here." she says.
Without thinking twice I find myself at the door, good now I don't even know where we are going.
" Sorry mind if you lead the way" I chuckled sarcastically.
I followed Kate behind and we got to Jason, as quickly as we could, I was surprised to see Kate planting a soft kiss on a girl, I shake off the feeling and tried talking to Jason.
"Sel," he says placing his hand around my neck.
Good, now he sees me as Sel, Selma whatever her name was.
Let's get you, home buddy, I try to lift him but he stops me " If only you sleep with me tonight" he smirks great his drunk...
We get home Kate left us when she helped me unlock the door, she's his girlfriend I don't know why she would not take care of him.
" Did I wake you up?" he slurs.
" No, I was awake," I say full of sarcasm.
He stares at me like he's watching a ghost.
" Do we have a problem?" I ask.
" I-Uhm," he says stammering.
" Let's get you to bed," I say to him.
I crawl into my bed wrapping the duvet around my body.
" Can we talk till I fall asleep?" he whispers.
" I want to sleep, Jason".
" Don't be like that" he whines touching my hip and pulling me to him, my heartbeat quickens with his touch.
Oh God! what is happening to me?
" I'm sorry," he says in the realization of his sudden touch, the heat that was creeping up slowly is now fading away.
I don't say anything because I want his hand back on me, I want to feel his touch, I turn to face him, our faces only inches away he wraps his hand back on my hip, his touch making my heartbeat quicken once again as I feel his warm breath fan my face, I move closer, inching believably nigher.
He looks into my eyes and then removes his hands quickly and jolts up off the bed.
"I - I need to go " he stutters vastly for the exit.
I feel hurt that he just left without telling me the reason.
I feel my eyelids close and I can't keep them open for too long and I fall into a soundless shuteye.
I try to move but nothing happened this was not new, I was stuck in my place frozen like a statue once again.
I could feel a tickling in my arms and legs as I try to turn around and get the hell out of there but I couldn't move a muscle, I could hear screams calling out but I'm or sure if it was me they were calling out to, Sel, Sel, Who's Sel? the boy seemed to call out someone, am I with someone else in here.
I search around the room and the roof began to fall with the blaze spreading rapidly.
There she is a girl with the same eyes as mine, she looks pretty much like me but me at a longer age, she wails for aid.
I tried getting up to help her out but I couldn't I was hamstrung, the fire kept getting closer and closer, and I could feel my heart whizzing.
I tried to scream but my voice was gone too...
Please, help me, help me.
I cry out in my head but it makes no difference, I keep my eyes closed, too afraid to see what's around me, and the more I toil, the more immobilized I become until nothing in my body will budge.
I could hear the little girl calling out to, Jason.
Jason...Jason, help me.
I pray my words are heard as tears stream down my face and my body quakes with fear.
It's okay, Marie you are safe now.
I hear Jason's voice but it sounds so far away, where is he? Help me, please. A little boy reaches out his hand toward me but his face isn't visible, "You can trust me" he says.
I feel hands running all over me as my heart thumps against my ribs, and my stomach turns at the feeling.
Please help me, Jason...
" Wake up, Marie," the voice cuts through the darkness and I jolt my eyes open. I frantically search the room, waving my arms around to be sure they still work.
" It's okay, Marie. You are safe now," Jason's voice comes from above and I connect with his eyes. He strokes my head and I start to relax.
I'm in a cold sweat...
Please don't go, Jason...