I never thought what I had was already enough for me to finally get myself together and decide to move on.
It was never been easy. I love him. You know it's never been easy once you knew the moment you fell in love.
Stephen was stuck staring at me. But it wasn't the kind of stuck because you were mesmerized, in love, and it was like a living fantasy in front of you happening. It was now pain, and disappointment, and grief. And it was more painful to feel that he was displaying this emotions, to me...the one he used to love. That I was the reason why.
"Are you okay?"
I snapped back when Alec called me. He haven't figured it out yet. I removed my gaze towards Stephen and stared at him. Alec's eyes were worried, and even though he's not good at expressing basic emotions, it was obvious right now, at his eyes, that he was concerned at the pain I am going through. This guy really is good with observation.
"I'm fine..." I said, not meeting his eyes.