CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED TWENTY NINE
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Seeing Feifei's body flinch and leaning away from him, Yuan closed his eyes tightly and sighed.
He pulled Feifei back to him.
He wrapped his arms around Feifei's waist and looked at him straight in the eyes.
"I've had countless dealings with women."
Feifei's lips tightened.
Yuan rubbed Feifei's lips and smoothened it.
"I admit I was quite promiscuous while growing up. Maybe that's where I developed my sexual proclivities?"
"Following my Master, I was exposed to the desires of the flesh at a young age. I was curious and have limitless energy. I tried and experimented on almost everything that could possibly be done between a man and a woman."
"Almost everything. Except kissing and penetration. That, I couldn't bear to do. It has nothing to do with disgust or revulsion. Because if it were, I wouldn't be indulging myself with them." Yuan sighed again as his brows drew together in a frown.
"No, its not disgust. I just know that I can't sheathe my sword to a woman's scabbard. Baby, I don't know why. I just...can't."
Yuan looked at Feifei helplessly. At a loss for words. "I'm mucking this up." He muttered in frustration.
Hell! He hasn't even explained as much to his parents while growing up!
Feifei always manage to throw him off axis. He can't seem to find his cool.
Do all partners have to undergo through all these hellish interrogation? If he had known his dirt would be dug out, he should have shaved his head and become a monk.
Yuan took a deep breath.
"Lemme think."
Yuan absent mindedly stared at Feifei's mouth.
Feifei is painfully aware of Yuan's intense gaze on his mouth. Making him conscious. He licked his lips subconsciously as he focused his gaze on Yuan's throat.
Yuan's eyes blinked as he followed Feifei's tongue wetting his lips. His cock swelled immediately and reared its monster head.
The silence makes Feifei uncomfortable and uneasy. When he was about to stand, Yuan spoke. Desperation evident in his voice.
"Why not kiss or penetrate..." Yuan muttered.
"I never spared the time to know the cause nor really cared about the whys. It didn't really occur to me that I needed a reason when all I'm interested in is plain fun. Me and my previous partners enjoyed each other and that's it."
"With the itch coupled with curiosity, its just a mutual agreement between two consenting adults."
"The only thing I know and I'm very sure of is, the mere thought of my cock buried in a woman's cunny, their mouth in my mouth...it makes me lose interest. Especially my mouth. This may sound ironic to you, but my mouth is more private than my cock."
Yuan unconsciously pinched Feifei's waist.
"I have witnessed and tried many things. But I never had the urge to be with a man. I was never attracted with one. Until you. Men and women alike never evoked any feelings from me the way you bring out all the passions in me."
"I don't like others touching me. But these fingers, these hands...I don't care if they are inside women or touching them."
"When I told you I'm not a good man, I was not joking. I literally am. My hands has long been immersed in blood. I'm not picky if I use it to kill or for pleasure."
Yuan traced Feifei lips with his thumb.
"Baby, my hands are not clean. This hands has been inside countless women's cunny. Has pleasured numerous women."
Yuan paused. He looked Feifei dead straight into his eyes.
"I may have not penetrated anyone but my cock has been touched by these countless women. It has been sucked dry by various women."