My mind is all over the place.
I would have taken the shot just to prove my love for them. I had to get out, it was now or never and I chose now.
He was slowly killing me in ways that I can't describe, my soul feels stained.
I sit back in the cab and I feel a single tear run down my cheek. I don't wipe it off, I feel it as it rolls down my chest and then I feel like my whole chest is light. I take a deep inhale and when I exhale, I lean forward and I let out a choked laugh.
I laugh and I feel tears running down my cheeks. The laughter turns into a sob but I am not crying because I am sad; no.
These are tears of joy. I feel like I am breathing easily for the first time in a long time. I think I will come back to life … eventually. Right now, I am running as far as I can, away from him. I know he will not let me get away so easily, he would never let me slip away just like that.
