" What deal? " I ask him when I regained my composure.
"Be mine."
" I'm sorry? "
" Don't get the wrong idea. What I mean is.. be my disciple." he said.
'Won't that just benefit me if he really is a God?'
"But what would you get in this deal? It's impossible that I'm the only one getting the benefits, right?"
"Of course, in this contract I would take you as my disciple and you would be able to live in this world until you get everything done. And in exchange you will dance for me." he explained.
'Dance for him huh? Does Gods also like that kind of entertainment?'
"Until I get everything done? What do you mean by that?"
He sighed, "Well, It means until you no longer have any lingering feelings in this mortal world."
Why can't he just explain everything in one go? And I still have a lot of questions.
"Then what would hap-"
"Enough!" he suddenly yelled.
"Stop asking questions if you're not gonna make a deal with me! If you wanna know more then just say yes and agree to the deal." he added and his voice sounds like he's irritated. Then he turned around and walk away.
Hey, hey, hey! Where are you going?
"Wait!"
"What?!" he looked back and ask angrily.
Well, I can't blame him for getting annoyed because I asked too much but why is he leaving? I haven't agreed yet.
"Yes. I agree to the deal." I said.
I'm not sure if I saw it right but I think I saw his eyes brighten when I said that. Though it vanished immediately.
"Are you sure?" he asked full of doubt. Who would even really make a deal without knowing the contract? But despite that, I really don't care.
I can't die yet, you know?
"Yeah."
He put his right hand on my head and spoke a language that I don't understand then a red light circled to the ground and after that I felt a weird feeling as if the light was binding the two of us. The light glowed brightly and shows his face under the cloak.
His white skin, red lips, pointed nose, thick brow, long lashes and his red eyes that are locked on my face. That scene was godly and I can't help but blush.
"It's done." he said.
I looked at my hands. It really feels weird, it's just like I have a extended body part but I can't control it. There's also this emotion that feel out of place, like it isn't your's.
"I can't revive you right now but I'll be able to do it tomorrow or the day next after." he added.
After that he left because he had something to do but he said he'll come back. And there I am, no one to talk to again.
"Mom..." I heard a familiar voice crying and calling me.
It was Sean, he's hiding behind a tree far away to the ground where my body is burried and where everyone is. I decided to come near him only to see his eyes swollen but he still keep crying. I tried to wipe his tears but my hand just pass through his face.
He's my son, adopted son to be exact but I do love him as a family. It was when I just finished my audition when I first met him, he was just a beggar laying down the street and has nothing.
Then that time I met the members of the gang who's in bad relationship with the one I joined, one of the members of the group knows me and that I am a part of the opposing gang that's why they tried to harm me. I was outnumbered but still I tried to fight and when I was about to lose, that was then he helped me.
Although he just looked like a ten years old kid, he was strong. The two of us won against the six of them, though I'm pretty strong myself I can't fight them alone. I'm just a sixteen year old girl you see.
I looked at the boy who helped me but he was starting to walk away that's why I run after him. As a token of gratitude I treat him a food. While eating we got to talk about things, he also told me that he's now twelve years old. I was surprised by what he said because he looks younger because of his small physique.
That time I didn't know what's gotten onto me but I asked him if he wanna work for me. And that's when we started getting closer.
He became one of the caretaker of my secret mansion that I often visit because as you already know, I made a deal with the leader of the organization. And besides the deal with him, I'm still affiliated with the group so I need to do my own work.
And he might already know that because of what happened so I hired him, I can't let him go around telling everyone of what I do. Beside I can't bring him to the house where Mom and I live because I'm sure she'll kick him out.
He became my accomplice and while I train too to make my body stronger because I can't be weak considering of what I do, he also joined me. He also help me do the shady things that the leader ordered.
Aside doing that, I treated him like my own brother because I don't have one. I was the one who teach him things that normal kids should know, I was the one who discipline him, I was the one who takes care of him when he has a cold. I treated him like a family.
And when I became eighteen, near achieving my goal. I decided to adopt him legally as a son. I know it sounds like a crazy thing to do but that's what I want and that's what he also wanted. He agreed to it though I can't let the world know about his existence because not only will it make things complicated and he will also be in danger. He may be helping me in what I do secretly but the organization only know that he's my helper.
He is also one of the reasons why I can't die yet. I haven't bid my farewell to him and I also don't want all my money to go to that organization. And one more thing, I'm sure that the organization won't leave him alone because in my will all my wealth will go to Sean. So leaving while I still haven't fix anything for Sean to live peacefully is a big, No!
I let out a big sigh after thinking about those things. Just the thought of Sean getting hurt because of them makes my blood boil. I swear, even if I have to die again I would do everything to trample those bastards.
I saw him leave that's why I followed after him. I sat beside him in the backseat where he continue to cry. Although the driver already started the car, Sean was still crying.
This is my first time seeing him cry like this. He may have shed a few tears before but not this much and now I can't even comfort Sean to calm him down. I'm angry but I don't have anyone to blame but myself because I'm the reason why he's like this.
This suck fucking damn it!