When he left me alone with my thoughts, I felt dirty. My body where he touched was burning. I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower and wipe off all the dirt he had caused. I have washed my mouth and face many times. I didn't want to think about what had happened to me and what was going to happen. When I got out of the shower, I saw my clothes on the floor. I put them on.
I heard footsteps that stopped in front of my door. I waited with e fear in my eyes. When I saw her, I took a deep breath, she was the omega who brought the food. She left the new tray full of food and took back the other. She went to the door. I stopped her.
'Please wait!'
My voice was cracked because of the punishment, my throat was sore.
'I need to ask you something.' She did not look at me and tried to leave the room. I caught her arm to stop her. She looked at my hand and then into my eyes full of a scare. I was not sure the reason for her fear was me or anything else. I was not sure that I can trust her, however, her eyes were so soft and brilliant blue which was telling me that she is trustful, I trusted her.
'Please talk to me. I need your help. Do you know the barber from Blue Moon Pack?'
Her eyes lighted up. She nodded, and with a bright smile, she answered.
"He is my father. How could I help you?"
'Sorry I forgot to introduce myself, I am Adrian from Blue Moon Pack. Meeting you was a nice coincidence. especially in my case. May I have your good name?
She smiled shyly, "I am Ash, I mean Ashley, but call me Ash."
'Nice to meet you, Ash. Do you know anything about the bid?'
She looked at me with puppy eyes. ' Sorry but I do not know, I did not hear anything about the bid.'
'Could you ask your father? I need to learn the time, place and who will attend. I must prepare a plan. It is a matter of life and death. I need details. Could you do it for me? I'll ask you one more favour. Please tell your father the truth about my life must be kept a secret for the sake of our pack.'
She smiled and nodded. 'I will'. Then she left silently.
One minute ago, I did not have any hope. Now, the hope was growing deep inside me. I tried not to think Jake. Because when he comes back, he would torture me for sure. I saw the tray on the bed. I ate all of them. Cause I do not know when I could eat again. It was the best option to keep my energy up. I need it.
Last 4 days I was beaten, without food and water, I just tried to survive. But now, I was the pleasure toy of Jake, who can decide my fate. I feel I am not worthy of living after what Jake did to me. 3 days after who knows what will happen to me. I must try my best before Jake realize what I was planning. I hope the barber could find any information that I can plan my escape. Otherwise, all my life will be a mess. Everything seemed to depend on what Jake would decide. He said that he can convince Beta Steve about the type of the bid. I could be sold as a sex slave or servant. While I was thinking about all those things, I had fallen asleep. The last thing that I could think was:
'Who knows what my fate would be.'