This torture continued for a while. I could not say how many days I have been here. Whenever he came back, he was asking me whether I will obey or not. No matter as I said 'I will' he has always continued to torture me.
Whenever I was unconscious, he would wake me up by smelling salt to continue his torture. One day when he woke me up, he changed his attitude.
'Don't give me a reason to hurt you son of a bitch. Today I need to get answers from you. Now I will let you go out of the bathtub. But do not think that you can escape or retest my nerves. All this could not have happened if you obey my orders and do not do any disrespect. It was a big mistake, kiddo, to growl like a threat in front of Beta Steve. I hope you learned your lesson.' He untied my hands from the hoop. I was stuck in that hoop for a long time, so I collapsed to the ground. I was very weak from torture and lack of food.
'Get up you bastard.' I tried to get up however it was not possible. Jake was getting angry he was not a patient person. I tried to do my best to stop him so that he doesn't accuse me of defying him.
I begged him. 'Please sir, I am so weak to move. I am not disobeying your orders. I try to move my body. But I could not.' He dragged me out of the bathroom and threw me on the floor. Then suddenly he stopped as his eyes lost focus. I understood that he was communicating with the Pack. 'Okay stay here I will come back soon.' He commanded. Then he returned around, slammed the door, and locked it behind him.
I was alone on the floor. I tried to pull myself up to the bed. All my body was in fire like hell. if I counted right, I was there 3 or 4 days on the hoop. Even I could not know what the time is, day or night. I was still naked and cold. I was waiting for Jake to come back, but he did not come. I covered my body with the bedsheet, and I fell asleep while waiting for him.
I was awakened by the knock on my door. I was scared that Jake came back. Instead of him an omega came and left some food for me. She did not look even at me just left the tray and locked the door behind her.
My stomach began to growl, I took the tray in my lap and ate all the food that was offered to me. Then I got out of bed and got dressed. I heard footsteps outside my door. I stood up and waited to see Jake. The door was unlocked by Jake. I bowed my head. I didn't want to be punished again. I wanted to get out of this hell even if it was because of the bid. I still didn't know what they were talking about the bid, but I didn't care.
If I knew what the bid was, I wouldn't be sure I could take advantage of it. Unfortunately, I was unaware of it.
'Now you bastard, try your best and follow all my orders without hesitation otherwise there will be severe consequences for every mistake. We have just 3 days left to make you ready for the bid.'
'Come close to me, kiddo. Take off ALL your clothes I want to see your body. I will search every inch of your body to be sure that there are no bruises or wounds.'
I trembled after his words. I have no clue what he is wanting to do. I took off all my clothes and presented myself to him.
I was scared but I couldn't help it. Trembling I approached him, my head bowed.
"Raise your arms and turn around slowly," he said. I raised my arms and started to turn around. I felt his hand on my back. A shiver ran down my spine.
I felt the need to get away from him, but I suppressed this need when I remembered that I had to control myself. I heard a voice in my head telling me not to attack him, just be patient. I thought the voice that I heard was my hallucination because of all the tortures. I forced myself to listen to my inner voice and did not move.
He moved his hand all over my back to my neck. 'I see you got your lesson. you are following my commands, very nice. There are no bruises on this part of your body. Let's follow the other commands. Bend over to the bed now.'
It was driving me crazy, not knowing what will happen next.
He grabbed my hips with his hand, then lowered his hand slowly down my legs. That was a humiliation. He touched all my body. I felt dirty, I wanted to rib his head off. Later on, he commanded me to get up and to look at him. I clenched my fists so much that the knuckles of my fingers turned white, I was trying to control myself. I got out of bed and faced him.
He looked at me in anger 'Are you challenging me?'
Suddenly I realized that I still need his trust to get out of here. I tried to calm myself down. I looked down and lowered my head, taking a few deep breaths. 'I didn't come against you. I was just surprised because you said look at me, I dared to look at your face because of your request.'
He let out a frightening laugh. 'You're learning, kiddo. I'm starting to like this state of it.'