Jane's Point Of View
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"I think I love you Damion". I blurted out before I had the chance to hold myself back.
"Holy Shit! What did I just do?" I asked myself as the room suddenly grew silent and I could see the shock registered on his face at that moment.
I can't believe I just blurted that out loud enough for him to hear. I wish the ground could open and swallow me right now. I looked away from him not knowing what to do or say, but I summoned the courage to say something.
"Yeah, I know we just met today and I also know that we barely even know each other. But ever since I saw you walk into class this morning, I felt something spark within me and I must admit I have never felt like that for anyone before. And I enjoyed spending time with you. It's not just about me being in my heat, but I really feel something strong for you. I love the way you take care of me and I want to continue being with you. But no worries, I know you might not feel the same way about me, but I just thought I needed to say how I feel. But you don't have any obligations to reciprocate my feelings?". I finished my love confession and I stood up about to run out of the room, when I felt his hands around my waist to stop me from leaving. As he held me, I could smell his scent mixed with his cologne.
"I feel the same about you". He told me and I felt my world spinning and I thought I was going to faint. I must have heard wrong, he can't possibly mean to say he loves me too.
"What?". I asked, still in shock and I wanted to be sure I heard him correctly.
"I love you too, Jane. I've loved you even before I saw you. When I already perceived your scent and your pheromones earlier before I walked into the class, my wolf pulled me to you because it perceived and it felt too. You are my mate". He said.
I was still shocked again by what I had just heard. I'm his mate? Doesn't that mean we're soulmates joined together and destined to be together by the goddess? He's the one I have been waiting and longing for. I couldn't contain my happiness any longer as I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. I felt him stiffen for a second, then he relaxed and hugged me back tightly. We stood in each other's arms for a while before I finally pulled away.
I looked up at him and met his gaze, he smiled at me and I returned his smile. I still can't believe I have this handsome man as my mate, he's everything one could wish for as a mate. I'm truly thankful to the goddess for blessing me with him.
"I love you Damion". I said to him joyfully.
"I love you too, Jane, and I won't ever let you go". He responded. I could feel my heart about to burst out of my chest because of too much happiness.
"And I don't plan on going anywhere or letting you go either". I said as tears slipped out of the corner of my eyes, which he wiped away with his hand and we hugged again.
"You need to rest now, as you're still in heat and it might last for three days, so you still need all the rest you can get". He said as he pulled away from me gently. I could only nod in response, not trusting my voice to talk.
He led me upstairs and into the room I was in earlier, which I guess is his room. When we entered, I sat on the bed and he sat beside me as I lay my head on his shoulder and savored the moment as he wrapped his arm around me. I closed my eyes wishing that this was not a dream and that I'd wake up from it. As if he heard my thoughts.
"Don't worry, this is not a dream. I'm really here with you and I'll always be with you". He said to me as he slowly lifted my head from his shoulder and he held my face with his hands and brought his mouth closer to mine and kissed me.
Even though we've kissed before, I can still feel the sparks as his lips met mine. No matter how many times we kiss, I'll always feel the sparks. He kissed me gently and passionately as I returned the kiss also. His lips were so soft, he slipped his tongue into my mouth and I welcomed it with a moan escaping my throat. His kiss was gentle and loving as he deepened it and he savored my mouth with his. I was so intoxicated by his kiss that I lost all my senses and all I could think of was how he'd felt inside me.
I pulled closer to him as I slipped my hand into his shirt and played with his nipples. I felt him shiver and I knew he loved it because he moaned as he deepened the kiss again while I continued playing with his nipples. His tongue and mine were engaged in a battle as he sucked on my lips and bit my lower lip. I couldn't help but groan loudly.
He raised me up from the bed and placed me on his lap. His mouth left mine and he placed kisses on the nape of my neck up to my earlope as his hand went into my clothes and it ran all over my skin. His breath on my neck gave me sweet sensations that made me shiver. I was so lost in him and the moment that I didn't want to stop, I felt his hard dick thrubbing and that gave me pleasure.
My hand left his nipple and it ran down to his shorts. I unzipped it and slipped my hand inside. He moaned loudly when I touched his already hard dick and rubbed it with my hand.
He suddenly stopped and rested his head on my shoulder. I was disappointed that he stopped when all I wanted was to feel him more and do more things with him.
"We should stop ". He said as he looked up at me.
"But why, or don't you want me?". I asked with a frown.
"Of course I want you. You have no idea of how much I want you right now. But I can't promise you I'll be able to stop or control myself if we don't stop now?". He replied with worry in his voice.
"But I don't want you to stop or control yourself. You can do whatever you want with me, Damion, I want you badly". I complained.
He pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly, he patted me on my back without saying another word and I could feel how much he was fighting within himself not to mark me right now. And I understood then that he was trying to protect me, so I hugged him back and stayed like that for a while. He finally pulled out of the hug and looked down at me with lust-filled eyes as he pecked me on the lips lightly.
"It's Okay". I said to him as I pecked him back.
"I'm sorry, but I just want you to be ready for these and be sure first . So let's take things slowly". He said apologetically and, I feel nothing but more love for him right now.
"I understand, so you don't have to apologise". I said to him with a reassuring smile.
"Thanks. Why don't you go to bed and get some sleep? I'll be in the room next to this one in case you need anything. Just come in. We'll see in the morning". He said and stood up from the bed. But I held onto him and that made him look at me questionly.
"Don't go, please stay with me". I pleaded with him.
"But Jane...". He was about to decline when I stopped him from whatever he was about to say.
"Please... stay with me". I said as I pouted my mouth, which made him smile and he nodded.
"Okay then, let me go and take a shower". He said, and I let him go. He went into the bathroom and closed the door and I couldn't stop smiling. The thought of sleeping in his arms as he wraps them around made me so happy. I can't seem to stop grinning. Gosh! I'm very happy right now, is this what it feels to have a mate? Because I feel like I'm on top of the world right now. Even words can't be used to explain how I feel at the moment.
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