"It's okay Saturnus, it's not Saturnus's fault. Lea likes Saturnus, so Lea must be prepared for all the risks. Saturnus doesn't have to apologize, Saturnus isn't wrong. Cheer up, Saturnus, Saturnus can fulfill Saturnus's dreams and make Saturnus's parents proud. But Lea can't love another man like Lea loves Saturnus, right, Lea said that Saturnus is irreplaceable in Lea's heart. Even until Lea dies, Lea can't erase Lea's love for Saturnus." said Lea from the other side in a trembling voice. She was trying desperately to keep his tears from coming out. Lea didn't want to make Saturnus feel even more guilty.
Saturnus is silent. He didn't know what else to say to Lea so Lea realized that her feelings were not reciprocated. Saturnus is also confused with himself, why should a woman as sincere as Lea be wasted? Even though it was clear that Lea was the perfect woman in the eyes of any man, including herself. But he seemed not to let Lea into his heart. Even though the men vied to win Lea's heart, Leah only looked at him. He that there was no woman as great as Lea who truly loved him. As soon as he realized it all, he felt very guilty. But what can Saturnus do?
"You're a sincere woman Lea, your heart is like an angel. You deserve better than me. I... I don't feel like I deserve to be loved by a woman as good as you. No matter how hard I try to love you, I can't, because my heart won't allow it. I made you fall in love. There's nothing I can say but sorry. I'm sorry Lea. I hope you don't hate me." said Saturnus regretfully. He realized he was a fool to waste a woman like Lea. Although little by little he realized that he was starting to have feelings for Lea, but he refused vehemently. He felt Lea was not the woman he was looking for all this time.
"It's okay Saturnus, Lea will never force Saturnus to like Lea. Lea will wait until Saturnus can open his heart to Lea, if Lea is lucky Lea will get that chance. But if not, it's okay Saturnus, Lea won't regret it, and will not be sad and regretful because Lea loves Saturnus. Saturnus is in this world and Lea can only know Saturnus, that is a great happiness for Lea. Lea will never hate Saturnus, whatever the reason. Please let Lea love Saturnus, until Lea can't love anymore." said Lea from the other side in a hoarse voice. Her heart was very tight. Tears had gathered in her eyes. She tried her best to keep the tears from falling. She didn't want to cry and make Saturnus feel guilty. But the oxygen around her was running low, she was having a hard time breathing oxygen. It felt like she couldn't breathe properly.
"If I could reciprocate your feelings easily, I will be happy Lea because I can make you happy and not cry anymore because of me. I'm lucky to be sincerely loved by a woman like you. But somehow I'm stupid, and my heart is frozen, I can't help but refuse it all. I'm just trying to be honest so you don't feel cheated later. Maybe if I already like you I'll tell you, but I can't promise I'll like you Lea." said Saturnus at a loss for words. Now Saturnus feels he is the worst person in the world. He has managed to break the heart of a woman who sincerely loves him. Waiting for it for a long time. Chase it without giving up. Saturnus does have a frozen heart.
"If Saturnus can't like Lea, don't force Saturnus. Just like this Lea was already happy and happy. So Lea's close friend from Saturn was enough for Lea. If Saturnus likes Lea too, it means miracles and wonders from God. Lea didn't expect that." Lea said in a low voice and wiped the tears that had started flowing down her cheeks, finally Lea shed tears too, it seems she couldn't hold them in. She couldn't be so sad and sad. Maybe only with Saturnus, she can fall in love, until whenever she doesn't want to fall in love again. Saturnus will be the first and last in her life.
"I don't know what else to say, Lea. I'm at a loss for words. You're too perfect for me. I doubt you're human, right?" asked Saturnus in a resigned tone. In all his life, he had never met a woman like Lea. Lea has a very sincere heart like an angel. Even Lea didn't hate it when it was clear that he had rejected Lea many times and of course, this treatment made Lea feel sick. Which woman can stand being hurt like that and still survive? Only Lea could do that.
"What does Saturnus mean? Yes, Lea is a human, Saturnus. What is Saturnus looking at Lea if it's not a human?" Lea asked with a confused look on her face. Lea could never hide her feelings, if she was confused, her tone reflex would also sound like someone confused. And she was sure Saturnus could pick up on her confused tone. Lea knew Saturnus was well acquainted with her nature. But Lea didn't understand Saturnus's question. It's clear that she is a human, why does Saturnus ask such a question?
"I thought you were an angel or an angel who came down from heaven incarnate as a human." said, Saturnus innocently. He said it lightly. Didn't Saturnus realize that what he just said might make Lea have a heart attack on the spot? Or did Saturnus not realize that he said romantic?
DEG!!!
Lea's cheeks flushed red from embarrassment at being praised like that by the man she likes. Who isn't happy? Who wouldn't be happy to be praised with such sweet words? Of course, Lea was very happy. But Lea could only be silent because she was confused about how to respond. If only she had wings, she would have flown into space because she was so happy. Her heart was jumping up and down and pounding as if it wanted to get out of place. Lea is nervous. Believe me! No man could make Lea nervous more than Saturnus. Only Saturnus can do it, even a simple thing that Saturnus does can make Lea feel nervous. Lea felt her body instantly hot and cold because of Saturnus's actions.
"Why are you silent Lea? You haven't answered my question yet," said Saturnus with a small smile. He was amused himself to hear his statement just now to Lea. After he realized that he had said very romantically to Lea, he realized that he had turned into a man who began to be romantic towards women. It's okay, just this time... Just this time he wants to make Lea happy.