To him he thought he has lost all efforts, time, and focus in art, because he wasn't sketching, painting and drawing for a longtime. Not until one day when Lorena broke up with him.
Damn that day was like hell to him, his heart bittered and was unbearable for him. He went into his room, took out his canvas and working tools and went to the rooftop. Because that's where he love making his art works.
He drew a young man in the same like as him. The young man was standing alone in the desert area, weeping and crying, with a broken heart in his hand.
He placed the painting on the wall in his room and Everytime his eyes flicked on the frame, he'll grit his teeth and promise himself never to fall in love with any woman.
But not until the first day he talked with bianca. Oh my God, damn that day was a lashing out day for the two lovers. To bianca, she lashed back at him but to Justin, her voice was like a sweet R & B genre of music.
As we earlier read, bianca gave him a hard kick from their first face to face meeting. But Justin whom was busy wincing wanted to chase her and get her for a reason. Although he was still pissed off of the argument, but he don't know the exact reason why he wanted to chase her and get her.
In other words, we'll think that he was trying to vent his left over anger on her, but that's not true. Something was actually pushing Justin to get her, kiss her lips and to touch her figure 8. But he don't want to do something that he'll end up regretting later.
To him back then, she was a stranger. They were unknown to each other so how do you think it's gonna look like in the human Sense? To talk with someone for the first time and start feeling horny and ejaculated?
I won't call that horny or ejaculation, because he was enamoured and infatuated of her. He didn't wanted her for his sexual urges and desires, but he wanted her for his broken heart. From that moment he thought he has found a heart mender, and this motivated him to sketch a drawing of a young man, backstroke swimming in the ocean with a smiling face.
Ever since then, he started spending more time in his father's mansion. Because he wanted to seek the face of Bianca. Not until they had another argument which made Justin to lock her up in his room. Although Justin was super happy in doing it and he has zero idea why he was happy to do it. But something made his heart jolly, after locking her up in his room that night.
It was as if everything about him and his whole life was safe and secure. And when he finally got into her, he didn't hesitate to paint a picture of her.
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