I'm unable to remain calm, immediately I rush to my temporary room and slam the door shut unable to contain what had just happened to me, I'm speechless but at the same time I find myself laughing. It was my first time touching one although I did not see it. I began to create an image of it in my mind, it felt big when it stood and hot.
Helio's face failed to delete itself from my memory, when he pant as I held and massaged his testicles, how he looked at me while he drew near and then we almost, kissed…. Oh no, I fear tomorrow.
I squat down, resting my head in between my legs and praying for the worse not to happen.
