MIA'S POV
im being woken up by the sound of my alarm, it's time for me to wake up and get to work, I can't get beaten up by the pack members. you're must be wondering why im not going to school. well here's the thing the alpha doesn't allow us omega's to attend a school or to study. we're deemed to serve them, till our last breath.
I haven't gone to school, but I can read and write thanks to Katherine. she was the head omega, I met her when I was at the pack orphanage. she took me in since she was also an orphan like me. I don't know who my parents are. I was told by the pack members that my mother had left me at the pack border. they said that she hated me and wanted nothing to do with me, that's why she did that.
Katherine had taken care of me since I was six, she was a young and vibrant woman, always willing to help others. she was from another pack, she lost her parents in a rogue attack, so she came here by herself. she used to steal books for me from the packhouse and teach me how to read and write. she wished to meet her mate but he wasn't in this pack and even if she found him, she could not be with him. the alpha has warned us if we happen to find our mates, we have to reject them same time. I felt bad for her, she was an amazing person who always wanted to make everyone else happy but she was never happy. I miss her dearly.
unfortunately, she was killed by the alpha, i'm not sure why he killed her but I once overheard two other omega's saying that the alpha had raped her and she then killed herself cause she couldn't handle the shame. I didn't know what to believe. I never saw the alpha, he doesn't live in the packhouse, he has his own house which is an hour away from the packhouse. I don't wish to ever meet him. I've heard he's cruel and horrible. many of us omega's wish to escape this hell but, we cannot.
I need to hurry up I can't be late, if I am I'll get beaten up by the alpha's mother, she's a living nightmare. I wonder what her son is like. her daughter is no better, she beats me whenever she feels like and nobody says a word. I hurry up to my tiny bathroom, I live in a small cabin that consists of one bedroom and a kitchen, and a tiny bathroom. the alpha has given the omega cabins to live in, he doesn't allow us to stay in the packhouse. this was Katherine's house, so im living here now.
I get into the shower and open the tap. I have an ice-cold bath, I wince at the cold. it's winter and it's freezing. I try to make it quick. I change into faded jeans and a long sleeve sweater. I put my hair into a ponytail. I don't bother to eat, cause I'm not that hungry. I'm on my way to the packhouse. it's quite far from my cabin.
I've reached the packhouse. it seems busy. people are putting up decorations. I wonder what's going on. I enter the kitchen I ask an omega what's happening. the former alpha and luna are throwing their daughter, Chloe a birthday party. I wish to celebrate my birthday but I don't know when it is. Katherine had told me the day I meet my wolf, I will know when is my birthday.
I begin with my work, my job is to clean the kitchen and help the cook. I help the cook with making breakfast and wash the dishes thereafter.
I was told by the head omega to tidy up the packhouse after I'm done cleaning the kitchen. as I'm wiping the floor, which is on the first floor. I hear a squeaky voice.
look who's here the unwanted omega. I ignore them and continue with my work. unexpectedly my hair is being yanked. when I speak you listen never disobey me, you are nothing but garbage. I need to teach you a lesson for disobeying me, maybe then you will learn. Chloe yells at me.
she pushes me down the stairs, I roll down. I feel the blood starts to drip down my forehead. I try to wake up but I'm being pushed back down. Chloe and her friends start booting me. I curl myself into a ball and take all the beating.
that was your lesson omega, if you disobey me the next time, your punishment will be much worse. she warns and takes off chuckling.
an omega comes to my aid, she helps me get up. I thank her. I wipe the blood off my face with my sweater and continue doing my work. when I'm done, I inform the head omega that I finish doing all the chores that she had given me. she sends me home, saying that I can't be here looking like this cause there will be important guests arriving later.
I walk back home, it's getting dark and it's quite cold since it started snowing today. I try to walk a bit faster, my body is aching I'm sure it's bruised badly. I've been Chloe's punching bag ever since Katherine had died, I just entered 12 when the abuse began.
I unlock my cabin and enter, I lock the door behind me so that nobody can come through. I throw the keys on the kitchen table and head straight to the bathroom. I strip off my clothes and jump into the shower, I bite my lip to try to stick the pain. I quickly scrub myself, afterwards, I rinse my body and wrap myself in a towel I stand in front of the mirror and see my body is blue, it's bruised I apply some medicine to it and put on my pajamas. the wound on my forehead is still bleeding, I apply some of the ointment there.
I go to the kitchen and have my dinner, which is plain bread. I have a slice and head to bed, I'm tired and my body hurts. I get under my blanket, I glance out the window it's a full moon, I say a prayer to the moon goddess and fall into a deep slumber.