Behind Shelves | Date
Ahh grabe ang sakit ng likuran ko dahil kung ikaw ba naman ay dalawang oras na nakaupo ay sadyang sasakit talaga ng pang-upo mo at likuran mo.
I groaned and stretched my arms, buti nalang breaktime na at pwede nako makapagpahinga.
I took out the sandwich my mom made for me before I even notice it. Hmmm...napakabango nito!
"Ehh? Tuna hmm..." napaungol ako sa sarap ng makakagat nako sa tinapay. Tuna iyon na may itlog, weird but this is my favorite.
I was eating my food happily when my classmate Gia went to me and forcefully hold my hand and ask me to go to somewhere.
"The fuck you're doing?? I am eatingggg!!" I whined and let her pull me somewhere, but that didn't stop me to enjoy my food.
I may be so loud and rude sometimes but trust me I am kind.
Napakasarap ng pagkain ko tapos gagambalain ako?!
"Seleneeee!! Someone is asking for your presence so I pulled you here." I then look into Gia and nods slowly while I keep munching my sandwich but then her eyes is looking somewhere at my back.
"Baket??" Tanong ko at sinundan nalang ang tingin nito sa likuran ko. Gulat naman ako ng maaninag ko ang pamilyar na pagmumukha.
Totoo ba ito?!
Saksakin nako ngayon na!!
Nataranta naman ako at hindi alam ang gagawin, nilunok ko ang kinakain ko at hinawi ang magulo kong buhok gamit ang daliri ko.
"Tss, korekong." Natigil naman ako sa paggalaw at dahan-dahang itinaas ang tingin ko sa kanya.
Sumilay naman ang ngiti sa labi ko gayon nadin ang pagbilis ng tibok ng puso ko.
Is this for real? David is really in front of me, smiling. I can't help but to ran out of his sight.
I know! Nakita niya na ako pero nahihiya ako sa itsura ko, I am so....so messy.
I then rush to the comfortroom but then my eyes caught something that I regret.
Paano ba hugasan ang mata?
"Dugyot naman." Pabulong kong sabi bago nilagpasan si Steven at ang kahalikan nitong babae.
Mabilis akong pumasok sa comfortroom at padabog na isinara ang pinto. Ang kabang nararamdaman ko ay napalitan ng inis.
Hindi ko matanto, bakit nga ba ako nainis? Well, of course bastos sila.
Huminga ako ng malalim. Nakakahiya yung ginawa ko, I'm sure David is really upset on what I did.
"Ayshh!! Bakit kasi pasulpot sulpot!!" I then start to fix myhair and face. I put some powder tomake me fresh a bit and I also comb and bun my hair up.
"This is enough." I then went outside the comfortroom and heaved a sigh since hindi kona nakita pa si Steven kasama yung babae.
"What's with the look?"
"POTRIANGSHEMSSS!!!" sigaw ko ng magulat ako sa nagsalita mula sa likuran ko.
I then saw Steven, leaning his back on the wall while her arms are on his chest, crossing like he is waiting for me to come out from the comfortroom.
"The heck, bakit kaba nanggugulat?" Huminga naman ako ng malalim at kinalma ang sarili ko.
"She's the one who kissed me, forcefully." My brows furrowed form confusion on what he said.
"Nevermind, just forget what you saw." He then start to walk in the opposite direction while her hands is on his pockets.
Ang ibig-sabihin niya ba ay yung babae ang unang humalik sa kanya kanina? At napilitan lang siya?
Is he defending himself like I caught them doing some crime? Bwahaha indeed silly.
"Tss, pervert." I then walk back again to where I left David pero wala ng tao doon.
Hala? Masyadong matagal ba akong nag-ayos?
Bakas ang lungkot sa aking mukha ng pumunta ako sa next class ko. Pansin ko rin ang bulungan at tinginan ng mga tao sa direksyon ko.
I know mali yung ginawa ko pero, nahiya lang talaga ako. Afterall, he's my long time crush....noon.
I should be presentable on his sight since ngayon lang ulit kami magkikita. I am not really sure if I still have feelings for him pero....I can say that he looks better now.
I wish I have more time to look on him, but I ran away. How stupid.
"Class dismiss, enjoy your day!" My teacher bid her goodbye and some of my classmates follow her outside the room.
"I shouldn't done that err." Inis na sabi ko at sinabunutan ang sarili.
"Yes, you're right. You shouldn't done that, pinahiya mo yung tao. Sayang gwapings pa naman." My classmate Clara said and went outside the room after she rolled her eyes on me.
Huminga ako ng malalim ay inilabas na lamang ang laptop ko, nagsimula muli akong magsulat.
This book I am writing is about a girl who copes up with her own harmony in life, she is alone and want to have a company in life, but she waits for a person even tho there is so much guy who told her that they'll stay and give her company, but she really wants a company from him. Her lover.
"Ayshh! Ang drama naman kung ganito." Inis na sabi ko matapos kong masulat ang ikatlong kabanata.
Hindi ko alam kung papatok ba ito sa mga mambabasa dahil parang drama masiyado o sadyang naiinis lang ako dahil sa nangyari saken ngayon?
Suddenly I remember what David told me before he left. That whenever life fuck you so hard, moan louder.
Humagalpak naman ako sa tawa at tinype ang qoute na iyon. I know it was sexual but that qoute is so meaningful.
"Psh, I wonder know how you moan when life fucks you hard." Umawang naman ang bibig ko ng marinig ko ang boses ni David sa likuran ko.
"Sa sobrang panghihinayang mo, Selene ayan naririnig mona ang boses niya. Stop imagining things." I then hit my head multiple times just to make sure that I am out of my imagination.
"Stop hurting yourself, bobo andito talaga ako." Agad naman akong lumingon sa likuran ko at nakita ko si David na tumatawa sa akin.
Lamunin nako ng lupa ngayon na please!!
"Ah, eh...pano ka nakapasok? K-kanina kapa ba?" Nauutal na tanong ko. Ramdam ko ang pag-init ng pisnge ko dahil sa hiya.
"Nope, bago lang. I just read what you wrote ahahaha never knew that you still remembers what I said." Humagalpak ito sa tawa na ani mo'y isa akong malaking joke.
"Tss, still pissing me." Inis na sabi ko at isinara ang laptop, inilagay sa bag ko at tumayo.
"Woah woah, where are you going??"
"Aalis, syempre."
"Aren't you going to welcome your friend?"
"Friend who?"
Ngumisi nama ako ng makita kong tumaas ang kilay nito. Pero ganon nalang ang gilat ko ng pitikin niya ang noo ko at akbayan ako palabas ng classroom.
"I know I have faults, kasi hindi ako nakapagpaalam. Ikaw kasi hindi mo nako kinausap noong tinawanan kita."
"So kasalanan ko pala?"
"No, of course not. Since I missed you so much and I want to be with you again, can we date?"
My eyes widen in shock, I then immediately push him and move away. Trying to breathe in and out, processing what he said on me.
"A-are you out of your mind, David?"