| Myra pov |
After speaking with Mr Kim.. I slowly kept my phone on the bed before making my way towards the bathroom to take shower... but suddenly fall.. I frown I didn't keep anything in the morning I remember.. I slowly touch it.. I sigh it's just a flower vase.. I sigh realizing that my eyes are getting worse... doctor had advised me for operation or I might even loose my eye sight soon.. I know it's hard to believe but .. I had no choice but to spend those money on the house as it's the last thing left my parents for me.. but if my aunt was here than maybe it wouldn't be like this.. I sigh knowing it's not possible.. but why did they leave me here.. they should be taking care of me after my parents.. I sigh maybe they had their reasons.. but it's ok.. I am okay with it.. as long as taeshi is with me.. after taking shower.. I just lay down.. as I am already so tried..
V's pov |
after speaking with my princess.. I felt calm.. I want her to speak with me everyday.. always but.. only with me.. I smirk..
after waiting for 2 hours.. I enter inside her apartment.. as I know her password.. since I have been stalking her.. I know everything about her.. even her blindness.. but I wanna know cause of her parents death.. and I will soon know it.. her suffering is hurting me.. I want to take her in my mansion but I don't want to scare her.. as these things are new to her.. I will slowly make her adjust with me.. with her new life.. only with me..
At first I didn't like the fact that you were controlling me controlling my feelings.. as me.. a heartless and very cruel person..KIM LUCAS..I control everyone's life as I wish.. and u were controlling mine.. my mind didn't let anyone control my life.. but as it was u.. my heart won between my mind and heart battle.. my heart always wins when it comes to u my princess it didn't let me Or anyone hurt u princess... you are different.. the day i met u in the alley.. I couldn't hurt you.. my heart didn't let me.. never.. I am changing because of u princess.. u are making this heartless man change.. only u can make my heart race.. only u can making my heartbeat race.. only you can princess.. I stop as I step in I saw her dog ready to attack me.. I smirk. he bark .. running towards me.. looks like he want to drive me away by scaring me.. but my smirk widen.. as l whistle loudly that I bought specially for him.. he felt dizzy hearing it.. his barks came out as whispers.. I inject him.. he look at the direction of a room for the last time.. it was my princess room.. I smirk so loyal huh.. I patted him and walk towards my princess room..
I open the door stepping inside.. my eyes land on her bed.. to my surprise she was awake..
Myra : " taeshi " she was expecting him.. I got so angry at the thought of that but don't worry princess.. I will make u to expect me.. only me.. even in ur dreams.. but that dog can see my princess sleeping.. not anymore.. soon everything will change in her life.. soon.. very soon...
she got panic getting no reply.. seems like she heard the voices outside.. light sleeper huh.. I slowly walk towards her.. not making any noise..
Myra : " am i now hallucinating.. maybe because I am so tried.. " I said as I lay down again trying to sleep.. I couldn't even see.. and I didn't even hear anything if there is someone inside then taeshi would bark and alert me but seems like there's no one.. I sigh I am really hallucinating things now.. I came out of my thoughts as I felt someone sitting beside me..
V's pov |
as I slowly walk towards her bed trying my best not to make any sounds.. I sat beside her.. making her flinch.. she sat up.. but before she could back away... I held her arm.. she started struggling..
Myra : " let go.. who are you.. TAESHI.. " her eyes became teary which I didn't like a bit.. I didn't mean to scare her.. I just wanted to meet her.. as I missed her so much..
Before she could shout.. I kept a cloth on her mouth slowly making her unconscious.. she fall on my chest.. I wrap my arms around her embracing her.. I slowly look down.. she looks so calm and beautiful in moon light.. I want to see her like this every.. night.. every day.. always..
I hug her tightly keeping my head in her crook... ahh her scent.. it's so precious.. so natural.. so calming.. I made her lay on the bed.. my body on her.. I should do this more often.. I hug her tightly.. my body heating up feeling her every inch..
Shit!!.. I shouldn't have done that
Now it will be more hard to control my desires... I look at her face.. so calm.. here making me suffer like this.. it's so tempting and her scent isn't helping either.. I tried controlling myself but forget it.. she wouldn't know.. as she couldn't see properly..
I hover my face on hers.. reading her every detail.. my eyes land on her lips.. my lips parted.. I lick them.. placing my lips on hers.. it's so satisfying.. my first kiss with my princess.. I have used a lot of women before.. but if I am more stressed then only I kiss them.. but I use them only for relieving stress..but I don't like kissing them or let them touch me Or see me while doing it.. I always use condoms.. because it felt so disgusting.. but kissing her is different.. it's a different feeling.. it's so satisfying...
I kiss her hardly.. her breath turning heavy in sleep.. I smirk.. it's her first kiss huh.. I felt so satisfied knowing it's me who took her first kiss.. I kiss her more until I felt her breath shorten.. I slowly trace my kisses to her cheeks placing wet open mouth kisses.. I kiss her jaw.. biting it.. I left a slight mark before moving to her ear nibbling on it.. placing a light bite.. I make my way to her neck.. her scent is making me go crazy for her.. I can't control anymore...
I suck her neck hardly not caring about leaving marks... I bit it hardly.. planting my marks on her whole neck while she was whimpering in her sleep.. soon her whimpers turn into moans as I found her sweet spot.. a satisfied smirk came on my face...
I look at her counting my marks.. her soft moans and her parted lips are turning me on badly...
V :" you will regret this princess " I whisper moving to her collar bone.. biting more hardly.. I open her first two button... her slightly visible cleavage is heating me up.. I trace my kiss marking her every visible inch.. I caress her shoulder before kissing them planting my marks... I place my lips on her cleavage between her breast..
I moan in feeling.. it's so satisfying.. I kiss it continuously... licking it my saliva was visible on it.. I bit it making her moan.. she is not loud.. just like I always wanted...
I pull away looking at my work proudly.. she is looking more beautiful with my marks on her.. my body feels more hot.. my breaths are heavy.. I grab the bed sheets tightly.. no not now...
I immediately ran towards the bathroom before I lose my control and ruin her...
I came back controlling myself taking care of my heat.. my eyes soften seeing her sleeping peacefully.. l look around her room.. it's so simple and clean.. there is not much furniture just some necessary ones..
It must be hard for her.. my heart felt uncomfortable knowing she is struggling... should I just take her with me.. my eyes land on a frame.. it was a family picture.
My heart felt warmth seeing her childhood picture.. she looks happy with her family.. but her uncle and aunt.. I clench my jaw remembering how much they hurt her.. abandoned her.. my beast growl.. we share the same pain princess..
I took deep breath.. controlling myself..my eyes land on her another picture.. it was with her dog.. probably after the incident and blindness... her smile wasn't bright like before.. I can understand how she is faking her happiness..
But princess don't worry I will give u real happiness... I promise... I walk towards her bed where she was.. laying beside her.. I pull her in my embrace.. kissing her forehead.. I adjust her dress before drifting into dreamland...
In the morning |
V 's pov |
I woke up as sun rays hit my face.. I slept very peacefully after a long time without any sleeping pills.. just with my princess in my embrace... I slowly look down at my princess.. she looks so calm.. sleeping peacefully in my embrace.. I struggle in her neck... sniffing her scent.. it's such a blessing feeling seeing her in morning in my embrace... I want to see her very morning in my embrace.. it's so peacefull.. I sigh knowing that I can't enjoy my peace now.. I have to go.. I have to leave.. I felt so uncomfortable even at the thought of leaving her.. leaving her warm embrace.. but I have to.. she can't know now.. she will get scared.. she won't be able to adjust so fast.. I hug her tightly.. sniffing her hair.. calming my racing heart.. I made her lay properly before getting up.. I cover her in blanket properly.. I got up to leave before kissing her head... sleep well princess.. I will be back.. soon
- Calming a beast -