| Myra pov |
Morning
I woke up as my alarm rang.. I sign it's morning already I have to go to shop.. but why my head is aching so much.. ahh.. now I am even having headache.. but i need to go to shop.. I have to pay Mr. Kim after 3 days.. I sign making my bed before getting up to take shower
After taking shower.. I wore a hoodie.. feeding my taeshi.. making my way outside.. locking my apartment door not caring about having breakfast.. as I am already late..
At Kim mansion |
Jm : " who is she "
Sean : " her name is myra shen.. age 19 years.. works in a flower shop.. left by her parents.. maybe blind.. or u can say that soon to be.."
Jm : " so her name is myra "
Jk : " I don't understand.. what's about her that he didn't torture those betrayals.. and he isn't paying and attention to our enemies.. after last mission I have even hardly seen him involved in a mission.. "
Lia : " u guys don't understand.. u guys are only thinking about these stuffs.. I am glad that he didn't lose his control and didn't hurt himself.. and he isn't so stressed about it.. maybe u guys don't know.. but he didn't take his sleeping pills for two days.. I am just relieved a little.. don't u guys dare bother my brother by these stuffs.. as he is quite calm these days.. let him take rest so he won't hurt himself.. but i am worried about his sudden change.. but i am even happy that he didn't hurt himself nor did he hurt anyone.. I don't care about the reason as long as he is fine.. even if it is because of that girl.. I don't care... "
Lia : " she doesn't seems to be a bad girl.. I don't think that she mean any harm to my brother.. as it's her.. because of her he didn't hurt himself.. "
Jk : " maybe you are right.. but i think that u shouldn't come to an conclusion like this.. it's better if we get to know her.. as because of her.. he is behaving quite different.. what if she mean any harm or maybe is a spy.. as u guys know that how our enemies are surrounded here..i think u know that they are keeping an eye on us.. even if that girl is not a spy.. but still it will be dangerous for V and even for her.. "
Jay : " I think that he is right.. even if she is not a spy.. it's will be dangerous for her.. "
Jm : " I am just worried about luca.. when he is quite.. that means something is waiting for us to face.. I am getting a bad feeling about it that this time it's not only us but even that girl is gonna face.. as u know that how dangerous his anger is.. we know that how dangerous he can be when he is angry.. he doesn't only hurt himself physically but even mentally but when he is out of control then it's impossible to stop him.. he doesn't even think how bad he hurt us mentally.. "
Lia : " I know.. and i am sorry for my brother behaviour towards u guys.. I understand how it feels.. but he doesn't even care about me.. how he hurt us by his words actions everyday.. it's all my fault that i am even involving u guys in this.. we all mean good for him.. but he doesn't even care to understand us.. our intentions.. our care for him.. I am sorry... "
Jay : " it's ok.. we understand.. he is like a brother for us.. we don't mind him.. u don't have to be sorry.. it's ok.. "
Lia : " no it's not.. I hope that someday he would speak with us properly.. like he used to.. I still remember when he was young he used to be so happy.. then why these things are like this.. now even seeing him smiling is like a wish.. that will never be fulfilled.. and seeing him happy is not possible.. "
Jay : " don't worry your wish will be fulfilled soon.. I think that it's even possible.. " I said passing her tissue paper..
Lia : " how.. "
Jay : " maybe because of that girl.. ya myra.. didn't u say that u are happy that he didn't hurt himself.. but didn't u see what's the reason behind this.. it's about her.. mayra.. he did change.. and i think that it's because of her.. maybe she will change him if she will come into his life.. maybe he will be happy and cheerful like before.. but before we have to know her.. we have to meet her.. "
Jk : " I think that brother is right.. but before we have to meet her.. "
Lia : " ok then I will meet her and I will talk with her.. "
Jm : " don't.."
Jk : " and why? "
Jm : " maybe because it will be difficult for us to meet her.. we can't let our enemies know about this.. and they surly are observing us our every move.. if any one of us will meet her that most of all luca will get to know and it will be troublesome for us..then it will be difficult for us to make any move.. "
Sean : " I think he's right.. but if lia will meet her then it won't be a problem for us.. because our enemies don't know about luca that he is having a elder sister.. and she can even meet her as a customer.. don't forget guys she works in a flower shop.. "
Lia : " he's right.. if I will meet her in shop then luca won't suspect us.. even if he will.. then I will say that I went to buy him a bouquet.. that's it.. see how smart I am.. " I said feeling proud for myself..
Joey : " ya so smart " I said giving her a smile..
Jay : " when did u guys arrive here.. " I said surprised.. as they were out for a mission..
Nj : " few minutes back.. as u guys were discussing so seriously.. so we didn't bother u guys.. but surly even I want to know about her.. what's her name.. ya myra.. "
Joey : " so when are u planning to meet her.. "
Lia : " today.. of course.. I can't wait to meet her.. "
Jm : " don't u think that it's too early to meet her.. I think we should wait for some days.. "
Jk : " no it's not late.. I think u should meet her today.. "
Nj : " these doubts won't get cleared unless u meet her.. so i think that she should meet her.. but it's upon her when she like to meet her.. "
Lia : " then it's decided.. I am going to meet her today.. in fact now.. "
at shop |
Opening the door.. I am amazed.. not only the outside view is so beautiful but inside it's even amazing.. as I step in.. I saw a girl.. her back was facing me.. maybe she is myra.. I thought.. I called out..
Lia : " hi " I said as I am impatient to see her..
Myra : " hello miss.. welcome.. how may I help you..
Oh.. she seriously is so pretty.. I am sure that she is myra.. no wonder my brother is acting strange nowadays.. now I know why.. her polite nature can attract anyone..
Lia : " may I get a bouquet "
Myra : " sure miss "
Lia : " ok "
Myra : " miss would u mind me asking.. for whom and for which occasion you need miss "
Lia : " no of course not.. it's for my brother.. actually it's my first time buying him flowers.. so i am quite nervous.. and i don't even have any ideas about.. I hope that he would like these flowers.. "
Myra : " sure miss he would love these flowers.. as you are expressing your care .. for your brother through these flowers.. "
Lia : " but.. it's not how you think it is.. you.. know sometimes.. I even feel like he doesn't care about me at all.. I hope someday he will speak with me sweetly.. even if it's only for 2 minutes.. as he always try ignore me.. as much as possible... "
Myra : " maybe miss..your brother is not like a cheerful person.. but i think that he loves you.. because maybe he doesn't want to hurt you by his words and actions so he tries to ignore you.. or no brother would hate such a lovely and caring sister.. specially who loves him a lot.. "
Lia : " sometimes I think so too.. but the way he behave whenever I go near him like he gets irritated.. even with my presence.. I couldn't help but feel hurt he wasn't like this before.."
Myra : " sometimes miss.. we think things wouldn't be the way we wanted them to be.. but miss don't worry maybe someday he will realize how wrong he is and he will regret it the way he is treating you.. don't lose hope miss.. try to be patient.. I think that he will soon realize.. " I said as I understand the pain she is going through.. no one understands the pain of others unless they suffer and go though the same pain..i can relate to her pain.. even I hope that someday her brother would realize his mistakes.. I can feel the love and care for her brother from her voice.. and they can be together like before.. "
Lia : " ya.. you are right.. I shouldn't lose hope like this.. and I hope that my brother realize his mistakes soon.. and would be like before.. happy and cheerful.. "
Myra : " sure miss.. why not no one can think to hurt such a lovely sister.. "
Lia : " Thank you.. miss.. for making my mood good.. "
Lia : " may I know your name.. miss? "
Myra : " sure miss.. you can call me myra.. "
Lia : "you have a beautiful name.. myra.. "
Myra : " thank you miss.. "
Lia : " ya don't call me miss.. I feel like I am already old.. even when I am not even married.. "
Myra : " ok miss.. but may I know your name please.. " she said making me smile.. she is such a lovely lady..
Lia : " ya.. sure.. you can call me Lia.. "
Myra : " ok lia.. here are the flowers.. " I said giving her the flowers..
Lia : " oh.. thank you.. "
Myra : " it's my pleasure.. "
Lia : " so would you like to be my friend.. myra.. " I said as I am impatient to make her my friend..
Lia : " it's ok.. if you don't wanna be my friend.. it's just I don't really have any female friends.. and i don't know how to behave when I am around someone like you.. I am sorry to make you feel uncomfortable.. my intension wasn't to hurt you.. I am sorry.. " I said as I didn't get any reply from her..
Myra : " no lia it's not like that.. to be honest.. I don't have any friends.. so I didn't know what to say.. even I am so sorry.. to make you feel hurt.. even my intension wasn't to hurt you.. I am sorry.. " I said as I was too shocked to react when she said that she want me to be her friend.. I don't know whether I should be happy or sad about it that..i will atleast have a friend..
Lia : " so then.. friends.. " I ask her..
Myra : " ya.. friends " I said.. replying her
I gasp.. as she suddenly hug me.. I slowly hug her back.. as I was too shocked to react.. after a long time..i am feeling light.. it's like a burden of being alone is fading away from my shoulders.. I don't know but I am feeling happy after such a long time I am so close with someone.. I don't know the last time I received a hug from someone.. so it's called being hugged it's feels so good.. being hugged by someone..
Lia : " ok then give me your number.. then so we can chat with each other.. " I said as I am happy with her reaction..
Myra : " I.. i- I can't see.. " I said biting my lips.. as I thought that she won't like to be a friend of a blind girl.. I knew that even if she says she want to be my friend.. but I only be a burden for her.. I sigh.. I shouldn't have forgotten that I am blind.. but what she said made me surprised...
Lia : " it's ok.. it's not a problem for me.. I like the way you are.. and don't think about being a burden for anyone.. not even for me.. ok.. " I said as I am feeling guilty for my words.. I sigh.. I hurt her.. how stupid I am..
lia : " and..I am sorry for hurting you by my words.. " I am really sorry myra..
Myra : " it's ok.. thank you for making me your friend.. " I said as I am relived a little that atleast I am not a burden for anyone..
Lia : " it's ok if u can't chat.. but don't forget that I can call you and we can speak a lot.. and I will even come to visit you and we can visit many places.. ok " I said to make up her mood...
Myra : " it's ok you don't have to bother.. you are making me your friend that's a lot for me.. thank you.. "
Lia : " don't say like that.. we are now friends ok.. it's not troublesome for me at all.. ok "
Myra : " ok "
Lia : " ok then I will go now.. well I am getting late.. see you soon.. it was so nice meeting you.. "
Myra : " see you.. soon.. it is my pleasure meeting you.. "
I sigh heavily.. it was my pleasure meeting you lia.. I feel so happy after such a long time.. thank you..
I was about to work again.. but suddenly my phone rang..
I pick it up without looking at it..
Myra : " what.. wait.. when.. I will be back soon.. " she said making her way towards door and locking it in a hurry.. leaving for her apartment...
- Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, Noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence -