Everyone talks about their feelings.

For me, I think this is silly and I don't need it. All I have to do is studying hard and go to college to get a good job . That's what I thought when I was 16 , but all of that though disappeared when...

Hi everyone , my name is Ella and I'm in my thirties . I'm here to tell you about some of the events I lived in my teenage years .I remember well that day when I woke up to noises and strange people inside our house . It was when my father's company went bankrupt and my family had to part to escape the people we owe them . It was the day my life changed for the worst ...

That's what I thought at the time

But who knows, maybe this is my way to success and getting rid of my problem.

Remembering that, it was a strange day, I didn't feel anything

I did not grieve and did not cry like the rest of my family. It wasn't the first time I've felt that since I was a little girl I didn't get excited for a gift and I didn't cry because of my dad's screams I didn't even feel pain when I fell...

I don't remember telling anyone about this. I was afraid that other people would think I was a monster.

January 13, 2006

I moved to live with one of my relatives in a new place and a new school.

I was walking around the city to get to know the place, but I saw something, so I headed towards it...

: I really didn't steal it, why are you accusing me?

: This wasn't your first time I saw you take it

: Why don't you believe me I didn't really steal this

That's what that kid was saying, so I stepped in and said...