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MORIKO's POV
Loud alarms rang throughout the quite halls of the mental home i sighed did they really have to make that thing so damn loud anyway that was the first alarm it meant that it was time for everyone to take their medication
At exactly 9am i was escorted into a small room where we have our checkups every week , the room reeked of hot pee and old people and if you was looking closely you would see the yellow stains that got stuck on the white carpet for pee being there to long
"Ah Mr.Fernandez it's good to see you" Brian said as he gave me a small smile then sat in front of me , Brian was a pack nurse from Australia he literally traveled here which is England just to come check us every week
"Likewise" i told him as he grabbed the Stethoscope placing it on my heart "breathe in ….. breathe out" he said showing me examples of doing it as if i was stupid .
After he took my blood pressure, and temperature he asked me to pull down my pants and i sighed i hated this part of physicals he put on his gloved before he leaned down so that he was face to face with my penis he lifted it up checking under it then moved it side to said "sorry" i said when it slightly touched it face "it's fine things these happens often" after he was done examining me he clapped his hands "healthy as a horse" .
When my checkup with Brian was over with i was escorted to breakfast by the same three guards from yesterday , i stood inline then grabbed a white tray and walked down the line of food today was something that looked like spaghetti , some beans with hamburger and a sweet cornbread with grape juice i guess this was the best meal here that i've ate so far .
At 11am i walked into the small room that had chairs formed in a circle , i hated group therapy i just didn't see the point in talking to random people about your personal life they would only judge you .
I sat down inside of the circle and started playing with my fingers while Ms.griddle started the session i sometimes wish i had my wolf then i would have someone to talk to "Moriko" i slowly looked up and seen everyone staring at me i wanted to shrink i hated the attention "do you mind sharing with everyone about how you got here" i chuckled then shook my head 'no' and started playing with my fingers again, it was something i did when i was anxious or nervous and right now i was both
"You have to participate" she said almost sounding angry i only shrugged if i don't want to talk about it then i didn't have to who did she think she was to try to make me ? "The freak tried to kill himself and his parents" i guy said scoffing before him and his friends started laughing i leaned my head up and started laughing with them "do you want to be next" i asked with a innocent smile and he tensed before clenching his fist
"Mr. Fernandez are you making threats" Ms.griddle asked gasping and i growled lowly at her these people were pissing me off "i didn't make any threats only promises" i said locking eyes with the jerk who tried to make fun of me he got out of his chair quickly as if he was going to attack me until one of his friends held him back "i will get you for what you said you fucking freak" he yelled as the guards dragged him out of the room
I just continued to sit in my chair playing with my hands because he had the opportunity to do what he wanted to do instead he just talked and got riled up when he was held back . At 1pm we was given a free time which was a big room filled with all sorts of board games , i walked to my usual table it had chess already sitting there with a man around forty sitting waiting for me .
The old man name was Andrew i would always play chess with him everyday and it would end in a tie each time so today i wanted to beat him. The middle of our game was hectic and i was really focused until all of the pieces was pushed off of the table "did you think i was going to let you get away with that shit Fernandez" the guy from earlier said as he and his friend stood in front of me i sighed
"I don't want any trouble so just leave me alone" i said playing with my fingers trying to calm myself down he pushed my shoulder and i growled lowly at him as a warning "its to late for that" he said as he swung his fist at me slowly and when i dodged it i tackled him onto the table breaking it in the process i immediately started slamming my fist into his face
I hissed when i felt a bite on my arm his friend had bite me when i wasn't looking so my attention was off of the dude who was getting up he picked me up and slamming me onto the table but his friend was hurt the most since he was behind me and before he got the chance to start hitting me he was grabbed from behind and so was i "he started it" he screamed as if he was a kid and i scoffed but didn't say anything
It wasn't like they were going to believe me anyway , anytime something like this happened they always put me at fault no matter what i said i watched as Dr.McDonald came with a long and sharp needle "you know the drill" he said before sticking it into my neck .
"Fernandez" i jumped up out of my bed with a groan my head was hurting like hell "you have a visitor" one of the guards said grabbing my arm and helping me out of the room i frowned no one had never came to visit me since i've gotten here so who could it be "who" i asked the guard but he ignored me then pushed me into the small room
My eyes widen at the sight of my younger brother he still had his shaggy brown hair and his light grey eyes was still the same as mines he was about 5'8 with pale skin and a lean body but more on the muscle side . When we locked eyes he got out of the chair and immediately engulfed me in a hug i pulled him back and ruffled his hair "its good to see you" i said smiling at him while he wiped his tears "i'm sorry i didn't visit mom and dad wouldn't tell me where you were they said i couldn't see you ever again its hell there" he said and i pulled him into a hug wishing we could stay like this for a while
"It's okay i promise i'll try to be home soon and when i am i'm leaving and your coming with me" he nodded then sat back inside of the chair and so did i "how's everything" i asked him and he sighed shaking his head
"Not good dad has become unbearable now he gets aggressive with me sometimes and so does mom she doesn't say anything when he grips my arm tightly or when he slaps me and they do it because i don't hate you" i held in my growl as my fist clenched when he lifted up his shirt showing me the nail marks
I couldn't hold in my cried after that , knowing the bastard was putting his hands on my brother and the bitch of a women doesn't even do anything was setting me off "i'm going to get out of here soon until then i want you to stay in the cabin until i come get you"
We had built this cabin when i was fifteen it was like our home away from the famous couple anytime i ran away i went there and i loved it - it even had furniture and food
"Okay i can do that also i think you need a lawyer i overheard mom talking about how she wanted to keep you in here for life" i sighed this was to much and i couldn't even handle it because i was stuck in this hell hole
"Don't worry about any of that i'll get myself out of here just take care of yourself until i come get you" he whimpered when the guard signaled that it was time to go i hugged my little brother tightly "do what i said" i told him before leaving the room .