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"Fernandez You have a visitor" Gary the guard said as he opened my room door i nodded getting up and letting him guide me to the small room .
When i got into the room my smile brightened at the sight of my childhood best friend he nearly slipped trying to run into my arms "you stupid omega i missed you" he said ruffling my hair and when he punched my arm i winched 'damn that hurt' i thought rubbing down my arm he apologized before sitting down and i followed suit .
"I have good news for you" Danny said opening a file that i'm just now noticing , he started pulling out papers of what looked like messages that had been printed out and pictures of my 'mom' with a strange man he had on a grey trench coat and you could only see the side of his face and i swear he looked very familiar "what's these" i asked him eyeing the papers
"Your mom and dad has been plotting on you" he said gesturing for me to start reading the papers , the messages was in blue and my mom and dad were texting each other but what i read had my blood boiling "stay calm and let me finish" dan said and i nodded
"i can get you out of here these papers are enough proof that your not as crazy as they said you are but i need you to tell me the truth about what really happened that night i know you've been lying" i put my head down as i tried to fight the tears that wanted to escape i never wanted to revisit that night
"I don't want to" i croaked out as i swallowed harshly causing the lump in my throat to start hurting "this is your only shot Riko i can get you out of here for good man" i sighed rubbing my probably now puffy eyes "okay" i lowly told him he placed his hand over mines and started rubbing up and down them i chuckled remember when we found out that it was something that calmed me , we had also discovered that as children .
I silently cried inside of my room after Danny left , i finally had figured out why the man in the picture looked so familiar and i wanted nothing more than to snatch my skin off "Fernandez shower time" .
I scrubbed my body harshly as i stood under the hot water it felt like his hands was on me , it felt like i was back inside of that dark room getting touched again.
After my shower i felt numb so this time i actually swallowed the pills the blond women gave me it instantly made me tired so instead of rocking inside of the chair for hours like i usually do i laid in bed and let the darkness take over me .
Morning had came around early , usually i was energetic and ready for the day but today i was tired and exhausted from crying that was one thing i hated about being an omega .
As i was eating breakfast two guards came in and started heading towards my direction "Fernandez let's go" they said in union and i groaned 'what now' i thought while getting up from my chair .
I was lead through a hallway that was painted black instead of white it surprised me because i didn't even know there was more than two floors , this floor didn't have any rooms only one room that was a wooden door but painted black
"Go on" the guards said holding the door open for me i hesitantly entered my eyes immediately landed on Mr Cosby who was a head nurse but he also owned the place
"Please sit" he said nearly commanding me to i huffed but did so "i have good news for you , your trail day is March 21 it determines rather or rather not your getting out of here" i haven't felt this much happiness and sadness at once it was slightly overwhelming "but" he said pausing making me frown i hated when people do that
It annoys me and it fucks with my anxiety "you will still have to see a therapist even if you don't get out of here we just need to make sure you aren't a threat to any community" i nodded of course i had to go through therapy but i guess that wasn't a bad thing sometimes i needed a person who i can talk to about my problems.
Later that night i prayed to the moon goddess about wanting to start a new life , just me and Anthony .
I am nineteen with no mate , no life and when i get out of this hell hole that is like jail i will change all of that , i will find my mate and we will have lots of children and a big house .
Before my mom was the person she is now she use to tell me to say my dreams out loud and that saying it over and over would make it come true.
I sat inside of the rocking chair thinking about my little brother who was probably in danger , did he go to the cabin like i told him to ? is he safe ? does he have anyone he can trust out there ?
I was annoyed at myself for allowing my emotions to take over because if i wouldn't have snapped the way that i did on our 'parents' then i wouldn't be in this position now but i can only blame myself for allowing them to control me by making me take my anger out on them , i feel like that's what they wanted me to do and i fell into their tracks .
Taking the pills that the blond women gave me i smiled at her as a thank you and she raised a brow but left my room , the pills made me tired like before but i needed rest so i didn't mind because i was exhausted and beyond overwhelmed by the news i received and by the lack of sleep.